Homesick
Journey Through Shadows: Unveiling Depths of Despair
Lyrics
I lay deep below the surface
Feeling submerged or hidden beneath the surface
I watch myself get lost in reckless shadows
Observing oneself getting lost in dangerous or unpredictable aspects of life
I've seen all of their true shapes
Understanding the true nature of things or people
But I am so intrigued anyway
Still fascinated despite knowing the truth
So I crawl deep inside the endless void
Retreating into a personal, isolated space of emptiness
Only mine, noone else can hear it's voice
Experiencing thoughts or feelings that are only personal and inaccessible to others
So profound and yet so devious
Profound and cunning, tempting despite its danger
I can't resist it, both of me
Unable to resist despite recognizing the conflict within
It's so insidious
Something subtly harmful or dangerous
It's so insidious
Reiterating the subtlety of the harmful nature
This is not real
Questioning the reality of the situation
I'm so delirious
Feeling disoriented or confused
Fuck
An expression of frustration or distress
Restless, I'm roaming this wasteland
Feeling unsettled and aimlessly wandering in a desolate place
Headless, I stumble and fall
Metaphorically feeling lost and directionless
Careless, I whisper to myself
Being reckless or carefree in thoughts or actions
This is the time of letting go
Recognizing it's time to release or surrender
I'm low so I'll lower myself down
Feeling emotionally down, lowering oneself further
Feel like I can touch the floor
Feeling close to a point of stability or recovery
I'm high but I can't reach the ceiling
Unable to achieve the highest potential
I will find my way home
Determined to find a way back to familiarity or comfort
I float way behind the corner
Being detached or distant from a situation
I watch myself get shattered by the inexistent
Witnessing self-destruction caused by something non-existent or imagined
I know
Knowing the true nature of something intangible or unreal
What they truly are
Having understanding or insight into the real nature of things
I know
Reaffirming the knowledge of reality
So I stumble on guilt and change the way
Attempting to change by feeling guilty about one's actions
Trying to get out, I'm finally getting closer
Repeating the effort to escape or change, making progress
Trying to get out, I'm finally getting closer
-Trying to get out, I'm finally getting closer
-Trying to get out
-So broken, yet so sleepless
Feeling shattered yet unable to rest
I can't resist it, both of me
Unable to resist despite internal conflict
So profound and yet so devious
Reiterating the depth and deception of the situation
I can't resist it, both of me
Unable to resist despite recognizing the duality within
It's so insidious
Reaffirming the subtle harm or danger
Restless, I'm roaming this wasteland
Continuing to wander aimlessly in a desolate place
Headless, I stumble and fall
Metaphorically feeling lost and directionless again
Careless, I whisper to myself
Being reckless or carefree in thoughts or actions again
This is the time of letting go
Reiterating the need to release or surrender
I'm low so I'll lower myself down
Feeling emotionally low and furthering that state
Feel like I can touch the floor
Feeling close to stability or recovery again
I'm high but I can't reach the ceiling
Unable to achieve the highest potential again
I will find my way
Determined to find the way back home again
Home
Expressing the longing for home or a sense of belonging
I will find my way
Reaffirming the determination to find the way back home
I will find my way
-Bellow the surface
Continuing the feeling of being buried or trapped
Into the ground
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