Wallow
Wallowing in Desolation: Shallow Truths' Emotional Odyssey
Lyrics
When I speak my mind out loud
Expressing thoughts openly
The words betray me
Words don't convey true feelings
Casting stones that cast me out
Criticizing oneself, feeling rejected
I can't describe the feeling
Unable to articulate emotions
I long to know what lives within your bones
Curiosity about someone's essence
We're all the same underneath the pain
We share common humanity despite suffering
Seeing red like I bled for the first time
Intense emotions reminiscent of first injury
Broken home, all alone no it's not right
Broken family, feeling isolated
I can't conceive everything it's done to me
Struggling to understand life's impact
It's all gone, fucking gone like a memory
Memories vanished, akin to amnesia
Just leave me alone
Desire for solitude
It's where I feel at home
Comfort found in isolation
(Still finding no meaning beneath this empty feeling)
Searching for meaning in emptiness
It's all gone
Complete loss
I'm done
Feeling defeated
Blow my mind just to see what's inside
Exploring inner thoughts intensely
No balance
Lack of equilibrium
No sorrow
Absence of grief
Sold my soul now my heart's left hollow
Sacrificing essence for emptiness
Another day I wallow
Engulfed in despair daily
Straight through the fucking heart
Emotional pain comparable to heartache
Like being smothered alone
Feeling suffocated in loneliness
My chest, it can't breathe and my mind's lost its home
Physical and mental distress
I'd rather die on the anvil
Prefer death over societal conformity
Than be another fucking body in the landfill
Rejecting conformity and societal norms
Paint these fucking walls red
Expressing anger and violence
Another day, another dead
Every day feels lifeless and bleak
Release all of these evil thoughts from my hollowed head
Releasing dark thoughts from a troubled mind
Say goodnight, say goodbye, a soothing lullaby
Yearning for a peaceful end
Sight of death creeping in
Acceptance of impending death
No more tears to cry
No more capacity for sorrow
Just leave me alone
Desire for solitude
It's where I feel at home
Comfort found in isolation
(Still finding no meaning beneath this empty feeling)
Searching for meaning in emptiness
It's all gone
Complete loss
I'm done
Feeling defeated
Blow my mind just to see what's inside
Exploring inner thoughts intensely
No balance
Lack of equilibrium
No sorrow
Absence of grief
Sold my soul now my heart's left hollow
Sacrificing essence for emptiness
Another day I wallow
Engulfed in despair daily
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