Lyrics
Not the first time i've been in love
Reflecting on past experiences of love.
But there's a last time for everything
Acknowledging that every love has a final chapter.
Hand in hand you fit like a glove
Expressing a perfect fit and connection with a partner.
I wish I gave you a wedding ring
Regretting not giving a commitment symbol like a wedding ring.
We fight and you say
Describing conflicts in the relationship.
If I can't handle you I should've been gay
Suggesting a hypothetical scenario questioning compatibility.
We break up and you hate me
Addressing the aftermath of a breakup with lingering feelings.
But you'll still be my baby
Despite the breakup, acknowledging a lasting emotional connection.
All the time I spent on all the things I regret
Regretting time spent on actions with negative outcomes.
All the money I spent on all the things that I left behind
Regret over financial investments in things left behind.
It don't make sense how I'm alone in my bed
Expressing confusion about being alone despite no apparent wrongdoing.
It can't be something I did, it must be something I said
Suspecting that words spoken, not actions, led to the current situation.
You say I don't know how to talk nice
Receiving criticism for communication style.
So I'd rather just not speak at all
Choosing silence over potentially hurtful words.
If you learned how to act right
Implies a need for improved behavior to sustain love.
We would never ever fall out of love
Believing that proper behavior can prevent falling out of love.
I hate you
Expressing strong negative emotions towards the partner.
I break you
Suggesting a desire to break the partner emotionally.
I lose you
Acknowledging the loss of the partner.
And my anger
Recognizing that anger might conceal deep love.
Might mask
Suggesting that anger masks true feelings.
How much I love you
Highlighting the coexistence of love despite expressed hatred.
I hate you
Repeating the conflicting emotions of hatred towards the partner.
I break you
Repeating the desire to emotionally break the partner.
I lose you
Repeating the acknowledgment of losing the partner.
And my anger
Reiterating that anger may hide genuine feelings.
Might mask
Reiterating the idea that anger conceals true emotions.
How much I love you
Repeating the idea that love exists despite expressed anger.
All the time I spent on all the things I regret
Recalling regret over past actions and choices.
All the money I spent on all the things that I left
Reflecting on financial investments in things left in the past.
behind
Repeating the theme of leaving things behind with regret.
It don't make sense how I'm alone in my bed
Reiterating confusion about being alone despite innocence.
It can't be something I did, it must be something I said
Suspecting that spoken words, not actions, caused solitude.
It must be something I said
Emphasizing that spoken words are the probable cause of the situation.
It must be something I said
Reiterating that spoken words are likely the reason for the current state.
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