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I don't know when it started me thinking too much, over and over again
I am unsure when I began to think excessively, repeatedly.
I don't know, I don't know what triggered me to second guess everything
I am uncertain about the cause that led me to doubt everything.
That I say
Expressing uncertainty about things I say.
Over thinking, doubting myself
Engaging in overthinking and self-doubt.
I keep hesitating
I find myself repeatedly hesitating.
Feeling so lost
Experiencing a sense of being lost.
And I'm running and running and running
Continuously running away from myself.
Away from myself
Seeking escape from inner struggles.
Why, I don't understand
Expressing confusion about a situation.
Why can't I understand
Pondering the inability to comprehend.
If I used to love before then I can love again without hurting myself
Reflecting on the possibility of loving again without causing self-harm.
Why, don't I understand
Expressing confusion and lack of understanding.
Why can't I understand
Reiterating the struggle to comprehend.
No idea how I'm feeling, can't express this
Unable to articulate emotions and feelings.
Who would understand?
Questioning if anyone would truly understand.
How, did it happen like this
Reflecting on how a situation unfolded.
Was I moving too quick?
Wondering if the pace of actions led to this state.
Think it started in my last relationship
Associating the beginning of issues with a past relationship.
I wanted so bad for him to stay
Expressing a strong desire for the partner to stay.
But instead it pulled me away
Contrastingly, the desire resulted in distancing from self.
From who I was
Loss of identity in the process.
Catered for you too much
Acknowledging excessive catering to the partner's needs.
You did not deserve it
Realizing the partner did not deserve such attention.
And in return besides making love
Aside from physical intimacy, questioning the gains from the relationship.
What did I gain?
Highlighting a lack of tangible benefits.
Why, I don't understand
Repeating the confusion and lack of understanding.
Why can't I understand
Reiterating the struggle to comprehend.
If I used to love before then I can love again without hurting myself
Revisiting the idea of loving without self-harm.
Why, don't I understand
Expressing ongoing confusion and lack of understanding.
Why can't I understand
Continuing the struggle to comprehend.
No idea how I'm feeling, can't express this
Reiterating the difficulty in expressing emotions.
Who would understand?
Pondering if anyone would empathize with the emotional state.
Why Can't I
Persisting in the query of why understanding is elusive.
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