Dissociate分離する
Dissociate: A Journey Through Loneliness and Vengeance
Lyrics
Aye
Expression of attention or acknowledgement.
Monsters they crawl in my room
Reference to intrusive thoughts or fears represented by "monsters" in the room.
when a nigga walk past, they grab my toes, aye
Feeling vulnerable or threatened when others criticize or judge ("grab my toes").
Nigga don't like how I step
Conflict arising from disapproval of the way the speaker carries themself.
then nigga walk down come tag my toe, aye
Consequences faced when someone confronts the speaker for their actions.
Feeling like three yesterdays
Expressing a sense of disorientation or confusion about time.
we was swerving free-cars screaming free Vrando
Recalling a past experience of reckless behavior with others ("free-cars" and "free Vrando").
I dissociate so far from here when I have my episodes
Engaging in dissociation as a coping mechanism during episodes or difficult moments.
Got niggas on the block, on one stop shops
People in the speaker's environment involved in illegal activities or hustling.
Cops box us, we don't know, aye
Encountering law enforcement ("Cops box us") with uncertainty about the outcome.
Bitch you don't know me
Asserting that others do not truly understand the speaker.
Bitch you know, you know what I let you know
Acknowledging selective disclosure of information.
How will I make it
Expressing uncertainty about overcoming challenges.
Will I break? Is this shit perpetual
Questioning the possibility of enduring difficulties indefinitely.
I been by my lonely
Being in solitude and possibly feeling isolated.
Mostly feeling alone when I let you go
Feeling alone after ending a connection with someone ("let you go").
I been thinking revenge
Contemplating revenge or retaliation for perceived wrongs.
Kick his door-hinge
Visualizing a forceful entry ("kick his door-hinge") as part of revenge.
Shorty don't play with me
Warning against underestimating or disrespecting the speaker.
I walk in that bitch
Confidently entering a situation and asserting oneself.
Talking my shit, so they can say it's me
Speaking assertively to ensure recognition of the speaker's identity.
Been giving my hand
Offering assistance or support to others ("giving my hand").
Giving blessings, so they can pray to me
Providing blessings to others, positioning the speaker as a figure to be revered.
I don't need no friend
Rejecting the need for companionship or friendship.
No Superman, that's here saving me
Emphasizing self-reliance and independence ("No Superman saving me").
I been thinking revenge
Reiteration of contemplating revenge as a persistent thought.
Kick his door-hinge
Repeating the imagery of forcefully entering someone's space for retaliation.
Shorty don't play with me
Reemphasizing the seriousness of not crossing boundaries with the speaker.
I walk in that bitch
Confidently entering situations and making a mark with assertiveness.
Talking my shit, so they can say it's me
Repeating the theme of asserting oneself vocally for recognition.
Been giving my hand
Continuing to offer a helping hand to others.
Giving blessings, so they can pray to me
Continuing to provide blessings and positioning oneself as someone to be prayed to.
I don't need no friend
Reiterating a rejection of the need for external friendships.
No Superman, that's here saving me
Affirming self-sufficiency without relying on external saviors.
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