Beach Ball
Embracing Loss: Holding On and Letting Go
Lyrics
I was there yesterday, I waited for you at the cafe
I was present at that location the day before, anticipating your arrival at the café.
Didn't sleep that night, but even after a certain point
I didn't sleep during that night, but despite that, there's a limit to how much one can endure.
Regrets can't be helped, you have to try and free yourself
Feeling sorry or remorseful is natural, yet it's essential to attempt to liberate oneself from those feelings.
I tried to hold us like a beach ball babe
I tried to maintain our relationship akin to holding onto a beach ball, but it was challenging without any means or ability.
But with no hands no fingers a mistake
Attempting to grasp or manage the relationship without the necessary tools or capabilities was a mistake.
A fake a fake, I fade I fade
The situation seems artificial or insincere, causing a fading sensation.
About what you've missed, I'd say your mission's accomplished
What you've overlooked or missed has actually been achieved or fulfilled.
It's just like you said everything just ends up dead
Things conclude similarly to what you predicted—everything eventually reaches an end.
I remember it now, a happy day and I don't know how
Recollection of a joyful day without a clear understanding of how it turned out to be that way.
I tried to hold us like a beach ball babe
Similar to earlier, I attempted to maintain our relationship like handling a beach ball, but without the means to do so.
But with no hands no fingers a mistake
Trying to manage the relationship without the necessary abilities or resources resulted in an error.
A fake a fake, I fade I fade
It feels artificial or insincere, leading to a fading sensation.
I've missed you but I'm mad, admitting importance to all that we had
Feeling a mix of longing and anger, acknowledging the significance of what was shared in the past.
I'll still write to you, but the pink is black and the paper's blue
Expressing the intent to continue corresponding, though the emotional aspect seems distorted—what was once vibrant now seems bleak.
I tried to hold us like a beach ball babe
A repetition of the earlier attempt to maintain the relationship like handling a beach ball, despite the lack of means.
But with no hands no fingers a mistake
Similar to before, attempting to manage the relationship without the necessary capabilities resulted in a mistake.
A fake a fake, I fade I fade
A sense of artificiality or insincerity leading to a fading sensation.
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