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Left many friends behind
Left behind numerous friends
I think they went and thought I lost my mind
Others perceived that I had lost my sanity
But for years I felt confined
I felt restricted or confined for many years
With all the small thinking of our time
Frustrated with narrow-minded thinking of the era
And I'm convinced nobody would ever have a clue
Belief that nobody could comprehend my experiences
Of all that I've been through
A recognition of the trials and challenges I've faced
Dropped it all, let it fall and I ran to you
Abandoned everything and fled towards you
The smartest thing I'd ever do
Identified running to you as a wise decision
Hated to love, I was concerned
Felt a dislike for loving, was worried or troubled
About living life and getting burned
Concerned about experiencing pain or failure in life
A repeat performance going on in my life
Repetitive cycles of negative experiences in my life
Hated to love but still I'd yearn
Disliked the act of loving but still had a strong desire for it
And I've returned to relearn
Came back to learn again
How to live a life worth living
Striving to understand how to lead a meaningful life
And I wanted to confide
Wanted to share openly
Not to hide but my friends and family
Felt unable to communicate with friends and family
Just couldn't hear my side
They couldn't understand my perspective
So I walked right on by
Chose to bypass and continue living
And tried to live a life
Struggled to find contentment in life
Where I'd finally be satisfied
Seeking a life that would finally make me feel fulfilled
Most won't agree with me, that's ok by me
Comfortable with disagreement from others
'cause I don't agree with most of the population
Don't align with the majority; fine with that
And popularity don't mean so much to me
Uninterested in popular opinion
I can't invest in their success, it needs interpretation
Cannot invest in their success without understanding them
Seasons change, night turns to day
Reflecting on the changes in life, questioning their impermanence
Why must it all just slip away ?
Wondering why everything seems to slip away
Dreams all fade, create yesterday
Realization that dreams lose their significance over time
But I know this can stay
Confidence in the permanence of certain aspects despite change
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