Don't Believe a Word That I Say
Journey of Self-Discovery: Embracing Imperfection
Lyrics
I'm running for something completely terrifying
I am engaged in a pursuit that is profoundly frightening
And I'm trying to make it my own
I am attempting to personalize or claim ownership of this endeavor
But I'm hoping for something
I have expectations for something, but it requires time for revelation
That only time can show me
Only the passage of time can reveal what I am hoping for
So why can't my head let it go
My mind is struggling to release or accept the situation
I just want a little peace in my mind
I desire tranquility in my thoughts
But the more that I learn, the harder I try
The more I learn, the more challenging it becomes to strive
'Hit the ground from the nest and I'm still alive
I've left the familiar, survived the fall, but I'm still facing challenges
But I'm failing the test, I'm living a lie so
Failing a test and living a false reality
Don't believe a word that I say
Do not trust my words; I might not be truthful
I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes
I am in the process of learning, prone to making errors
My brain is jumping all out of place
My thoughts are chaotic and disordered
Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way
Questioning why I hold on to obstacles or hindrances
I wonder why comfort is something I seek after
Reflecting on why I pursue comfort despite the vast unknown
When there's so much I'll never know
Despite the unknown, I strive to advance and become stronger
I try to push further and get stronger
Each thought becomes progressively more challenging
But every thought gets harder and harder
Struggling to let go of certain things
So why can't I just let it go
A plea to release or accept the current situation
Don't believe a word that I say
Reiteration of not being entirely truthful in spoken words
I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes
Emphasizing the learning process and inevitable mistakes
My brain is jumping all out of place
Continued chaos and disorder in thought processes
Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way
Questioning the retention of obstacles in my life
I'm tired of needing something to fill me
Expressing fatigue in seeking fulfillment
Tired of seeking something that kills me
Tired of pursuing things that may be detrimental
I'm tired of wishing for something more
Expressing weariness in wishing for more
When I know it's only gonna make me want a little more
Aware that seeking more will only increase desires
'Said I'm tired of needing something to fill me
Reiteration of weariness in seeking fulfillment
Tired of seeking something that kills me
Reiteration of tiredness in pursuing potentially harmful things
I'm tired of wishing for something more
Repetition of weariness in wishing for more
When I know it's only gonna make me want a little more so
Acknowledging that seeking more will lead to increased desires
Don't believe a word that I say
Repeat of advice not to trust spoken words
I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes
Emphasizing the learning process and acceptance of mistakes
My brain is jumping all out of place
Continued chaos and disorder in thought processes
Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way
Questioning the retention of obstacles in my life
I'm holding on to what's in the way
Repeating the struggle of holding on to obstacles
I'm holding on to what's in the way
Continued repetition of holding on to hindrances
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