Cram the Page
Climbing the Heights: Embracing Chaos and LightLyrics
The doctor’s drawing a sine wave
The doctor is drawing a sine wave
She’s seen it before and isn’t phased
She's familiar with it and isn't affected by it
I go to extremes no need to explain
The speaker engages in extreme behavior without needing justification
None of it matters anyway
Nothing matters ultimately
She’s lost all her friends doesn’t blame them at all
A person has lost all friends but doesn't blame them
They watched her climb to the edge and couldn’t bear the fall
The friends witnessed the person's struggle but couldn't handle the consequences
How much can you give if someone won’t accept
The limit of giving when someone refuses to receive
I know it was a mess, I know it was intense
Admitting that a situation was chaotic and intense
But I can look at a blue sky when I’m high
The speaker can find joy in simple things when intoxicated
I can feel the pain behind your eyes
The ability to empathize with pain felt by others
It can tie you down or fly you away
Emotions can either anchor or liberate you
I wouldn’t have it any other way
Preference for things as they are, despite challenges
The days go by like years resign to being shy
Time feels prolonged, resigned to shyness
You’ve got nothing left to even wonder why
Feeling completely devoid of curiosity or inquiry
Every single thought consumed with wanting to die
Constant preoccupation with thoughts of self-harm
It might take months before you see the light
Recovery might take considerable time before improvement is noticeable
Now you’re on top of the world nothing can get in your way,
Experiencing a moment of triumph or confidence
So many ideas you start to cram the page
Generating numerous ideas and feeling overwhelmed
Life feels like a game and you know how to play
Life seems manageable like a game
Wish I could stay the same
Desire to maintain the current state despite uncertainty
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