Wish I Was Dead Pt.2
Emotional Turmoil and Desire: Wishful Reflections
Lyrics
I want to hear drums and my hearts a drum
I desire to hear drums, and my heart is beating like a drum.
I guess we never know what to become
Uncertainty about our true selves; we never fully understand what we are meant to become.
Well I didn't know that this was such a problem
Realization that there is an unexpected problem.
It's gonna get better when we solve them
Optimism that things will improve once we address and solve the problems.
I try to try to lose my head
An attempt to overcome confusion or distress.
But I wish, wish, wish that you were always there
Expressing a desire for someone to be consistently present.
And I try to try to lose my head
Continuing efforts to overcome inner turmoil.
But I wish, wish, wish that I was dead
An intense wish for personal suffering or challenges to end.
I'm on birthday cards and on a big trip
Mention of being present in celebratory situations and significant experiences.
If this wouldn't happen then I'd bite my lip
If undesirable events didn't occur, one would endure silently.
But I didn't know that this was such a problem
Recognition that an unforeseen issue exists.
It's gonna get better when we solve them
Positive anticipation that things will improve upon resolution.
And I try to try to lose my head
Persistent efforts to overcome confusion or distress.
But I wish, wish, wish that you were always there
Expressing a desire for someone's consistent presence, possibly for support.
And I try to try to lose my head
Continuing efforts to overcome inner turmoil.
But I wish, wish, wish that I was dead
An intense wish for personal suffering or challenges to end.
But I didn't know that this was such a problem
Reiteration of the unexpected nature of the problem.
It's gonna get better when we solve them
Remaining optimistic that things will improve upon resolution.
And I try to try to lose my head
Continued efforts to overcome confusion or distress.
And I wish, wish, wish that you were always here
Desire for someone's constant presence, expressing the belief that it would be beneficial.
And I try to try to lose my head
Continuing efforts to overcome inner turmoil.
And I wish, wish, wish that I was dead
An intense wish for personal suffering or challenges to end.
Wish I was dead
An explicit expression of a desire for one's own death.
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