Lyrics
I finally said what I wanted before, now you're walking right out the door
The speaker expressed their true feelings before, leading to the potential end of a relationship.
I hope to God that I've seen it all, don't think I can take much more
The speaker hopes they have experienced the full extent of challenges and uncertainties and doubts they can handle.
Changing up my ways, counting down my days
The speaker is undergoing a personal transformation, possibly in response to the relationship difficulties.
Hope to see your face, before I go away
The speaker desires to see the face of their partner before a possible departure.
It's not that I want you
The speaker clarifies that their emotions are not driven by a desire for the person.
It's not that I need you
Similar to the previous line, the speaker emphasizes that they don't necessarily need the person in question.
Baby that's not true
Reiterating that the previous statements are genuine and not a facade.
I've been lying to myself, trynna get a grip on life
The speaker admits to self-deception, attempting to grasp control over their life.
But I can't seem to find help, hopefully you change my mind
The speaker acknowledges the struggle to find assistance and hopes the person can change their perspective.
And baby turn the lights off, I can't think right
Request to turn off the lights, possibly indicating a desire for emotional intimacy or privacy.
Only like it when it's dark inside, I wish you were here by my side
The speaker expresses a preference for darkness, wishing the person was present.
I'm trynna run away from my feelings but it's no use baby
Despite attempting to avoid emotions, the speaker realizes it's futile.
I only got you on my mind 'cus I ain't seen you lately
The speaker's thoughts are consumed by the absence of the person in their life.
Don't know where you've been I hope you get home safely
Uncertainty about the person's whereabouts, coupled with a wish for their safety.
Go ahead take your time 'cus I'll be right here waiting
The speaker is willing to wait patiently for the person to return.
It's not that I want you
Reiteration that the speaker's emotions are not based on a desire for the person.
It's not that I need you
Similar to line 16, emphasizing the lack of need for the person.
Baby that's not true
Confirming the sincerity of the previous statements.
It's not that I want you
Repeating that the speaker's emotions are not driven by a desire for the person.
It's not that I need you
Reiterating the lack of necessity for the person in the speaker's life.
Baby that's not true
Confirmation of the sincerity of the previous statements.
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