Lyrics
Fill my chillum with ganja
Expressing the act of smoking a chillum filled with ganja (marijuana).
I killed my feelings like ashwagandha
Comparing the suppression of emotions to the impact of ashwagandha, an herb known for its calming properties.
Helped myself grow out from trauma
Self-help and growth after experiencing trauma.
Took All six pills and I am gone now
Referencing taking all six pills, suggesting a significant impact or change.
Niggas start their life at 21, god bless
Observation about people starting their lives at 21, expressing blessings from God.
Imma be in the stars, yeah im gone now (Long gone)
Expressing a departure from reality, moving into a space among the stars.
Pearls and diamonds is what i flex
Boasting about possessions, pearls, and diamonds.
Bitch on her knees and she bow down
Describing a submissive act from a woman.
Percy percy lean water ain't no mercy
Reference to using lean (codeine-based drink), Percy is a nickname, indicating a lack of mercy.
High on the shrooms so now they cant touch me
Being in an altered state (high on shrooms) that makes the person feel untouchable.
Joints and blunts, that nigga charsi
Reference to smoking joints and blunts, mentioning a person named "charsi."
Smith and Wesson so now they cant hurt me
Feeling protected by possessing a Smith and Wesson firearm.
Real shit
Stating that the upcoming lines are real and genuine.
Hittin bong, anxiety is just like kong
Smoking a bong to deal with anxiety, likening it to the size of King Kong.
Feeling me?
Asking if the listener understands or relates to the emotions conveyed.
Better run, zilla is the past my depression
Warning that the speaker (Zilla) has moved beyond past struggles like depression.
Killin me
Indicating that the speaker feels destroyed or negatively impacted.
Therapy, listening 999 like it's healing me
Using therapy and listening to music (999) as a means of healing.
No room no energy, that bitch took everything
Expressing a sense of emptiness and loss after a relationship.
Its the death of me
Acknowledging the negative impact of a situation on the speaker's life.
Ganja in my head I get that dopamine
Connecting the use of ganja (marijuana) to the release of dopamine in the brain.
Fill my chillum with ganja
Repeating the act of filling a chillum with ganja.
I killed my feelings like ashwagandha
Reiterating the suppression of emotions, similar to ashwagandha.
Helped myself grow out from trauma
Continuing the theme of personal growth after experiencing trauma.
Took All six pills and I am gone now
Repeating the act of taking all six pills and emphasizing the speaker's departure from reality.
Real talk, no cap i was feelin you
Asserting that the following lines are truthful and without exaggeration.
No im killin you, heartbreak is end of you
Expressing a shift from positive feelings to a desire to cause harm or pain.
Sixteen she came in my life, i was sixteen
Recalling a significant moment in the speaker's life involving a person at age sixteen.
Now I'm 18, heavy breathing
Describing a current state of emotional intensity or difficulty breathing.
Smokin my lungs out i am waiting
Engaging in a coping mechanism by smoking heavily while waiting for something.
Your shadows in my room replicating
Feeling the presence or influence of someone from the past (shadows in the room).
Heart racin, used to see you in my day dream
Experiencing a racing heart and recalling seeing someone in daydreams.
Panic attacks, you said i was faking
Referencing panic attacks and denying accusations of faking.
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