Lyrics
All I fucking do is fuck up, yeah
All I do is consistently make mistakes.
All I wanna do is dope drugs, yeah
My desire is solely focused on using drugs.
Aye
Expression indicating attention or agreement.
Been so long since I dipped out the trap house
It's been a long time since I left the drug-dealing location.
When I pull up they be sayin I'm "The Man" now
People now see me as successful or important.
Gone so long I don't know where to stand now
After being away for so long, I feel lost.
Tryna blend in, man I don't want to stand out
Trying to fit in and not draw attention to myself.
All I fucking do is fuck up, yeah
Continuing to make mistakes consistently.
All I wanna do is dope drugs, yeah
My primary desire is to use drugs.
Something that will make me feel whole again
Seeking something that will bring a sense of completeness.
Liquor pouring I can't get enough of it
Indulging excessively in alcohol.
Wishin Well wish em well
Expressing good wishes to others.
When the world is turning carousel
Comparing life to a carousel, indicating constant change.
Have we done fucked up and gone to hell
Reflecting on whether actions have led to a negative outcome.
Cuz we runnin harder than gazelle
Running hard, possibly avoiding problems or challenges.
Yeah we gotta stay numb
Choosing to remain emotionally detached or indifferent.
I've needed this since day one
Expressing a long-standing need for emotional numbness.
I'm not me if not fadin
Not feeling like oneself without fading or numbing.
My mind has gotta stay gone
Stressing the importance of keeping the mind distracted or altered.
What the fuck is this world we livin in
Expressing confusion about the state of the world.
I don't even know where to begin...
Feeling overwhelmed and unsure where to start addressing issues.
I don't even know where to begin
Reiterating the confusion and uncertainty about where to begin.
In a world so cold they be out here paintin shit gold baby
Commenting on a world where superficial things are valued.
Just tryna normalize the way they livin their lives
Describing an attempt to normalize a certain lifestyle.
No worries
Repeated expression of having no worries, possibly as a coping mechanism.
No worries
-No worries
-No worries
-No worries
-No worries
-Aye
Similar to line 4, indicating attention or agreement.
Been so long since I dipped out the trap house
Reiteration of feeling lost after being away for a long time.
When I pull up they be sayin I'm "The Man" now
-Gone so long I don't know where to stand now
-Tryna blend in, man I don't want to stand out
-All I fucking do is fuck up, yeah
Continuing to make mistakes consistently.
All I wanna do is dope drugs, yeah
Reaffirming the strong desire to use drugs.
Something that will make me feel whole again
Seeking something that will bring a sense of completeness.
Liquor pouring I can't get enough of it
Indulging excessively in alcohol.
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