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I’m sitting in front of these
I am currently facing these
Blank pages again,
Once again, I confront blank pages
Can I find the words to etch these thoughts?
Can I discover the words to engrave these thoughts?
I live day to day,
I navigate through life on a daily basis
Trying to be better to myself
Striving to treat myself better
But only now I’ve realised
Realizing only now
I’m only really good with you
I excel primarily when I am with you
When I hate myself
During times when I dislike myself
Will I find my way out of this drought?
Will I discover an escape from this dry spell?
If you won’t love me,
If your love is absent
I’ll find ways to love myself
I will find ways to love myself
I’m dancing on a sinking ship
I am engaging in a precarious situation
Am I all that I can be?
Am I reaching my full potential?
Or am I only the voice in my head
Or am I merely the inner voice in my mind?
I don’t know if I can breathe
Uncertain if I can endure
In this skin that’s not made for me
In this skin not designed for me
Throwing paper into an ashen furnace
Discarding paper into a burning furnace
Hoping that some distant god will hear me
Hoping some distant deity will heed my pleas
Am I singing to a silent stone?
Am I singing to an unresponsive stone?
Or am I calling to an empty echo?
Or am I shouting into an empty echo?
If you won’t love me,
If your love is absent
I’ll find ways to love myself
I will find ways to love myself
I’m dancing on a sinking ship
I am engaging in a precarious situation
Am I all that I can be?
Am I reaching my full potential?
Or am I only the voice in my head
Or am I merely the inner voice in my mind?
I don’t know if I can breathe
Uncertain if I can endure
In this skin that’s not made for me
In this skin not designed for me
Tell me now or tell me later,
Tell me now or tell me later
Doesn’t matter anyway
It doesn't make a difference in any case
Nothing burns when there’s no air
Nothing hurts when there is no air
Tell me now or tell me later,
Tell me now or tell me later
Doesn’t really matter anyway
It doesn't matter anyway
I’d rather drown than beg you to be fair
I would prefer to drown than plead for fairness from you
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