Lyrics
Can't tell you if it was for nothing
Expressing uncertainty about the value or purpose of past actions.
But I just wanna tell you one thing
An intention to convey a specific message or feeling.
I should have shown you all my scars
Regret about not revealing emotional wounds earlier.
Before they tore us apart
Reflecting on a separation that occurred.
You could have known right from the start
Wishing for early awareness of potential issues.
I was so afraid of looking weak
Admitting fear of appearing vulnerable.
Lost in my ways into deep.
Feeling lost and entrenched in personal behaviors.
And knowing that my soul was tearing me in two
Recognizing internal conflict causing emotional turmoil.
Im sorry that I couldn't face the truth.
Apologizing for an inability to confront the reality.
Cause I could feel it in my bones
Sensing a premonition or intuition about a doomed relationship.
before I knew we would never be enough
Anticipating inadequacy and insufficiency in the relationship.
So I lied to myself.
Admitting to self-deception despite efforts.
Even though I tried, I can't force the love
Acknowledging the inability to force or manufacture love.
You burned yourself on something cold
Describing emotional harm caused by something lacking warmth or emotion.
Because I could never give you what you want.
Acknowledging an inability to fulfill the partner's desires.
And I lied to myself, even though I try
Reiterating self-deception despite attempts.
I can not force the love.
Emphasizing the impossibility of forcing love.
I always give up, when things got difficult
Admitting a tendency to give up during challenging times.
Cause love never fit in with the cynical
Highlighting a mismatch between love and a cynical mindset.
And that's why I had to leave
Explaining the necessity of leaving before revealing vulnerability.
Before you'd see me bleed
Fearing the exposure of personal weakness.
I'll never be the person that you need
Accepting an inability to be the partner's ideal.
I hope that you find someone that you deserve
Wishing the partner finds someone deserving.
Someone who's not afraid of getting hurt
Desiring a partner unafraid of emotional risks.
Cause I only crawl so I don't have to fall
Choosing to crawl in life to avoid potential falls.
I'd rather have nothing than take it all
Preferring nothing over risking everything.
Cause I could feel it in my bones
Sensing a premonition or intuition about a doomed relationship (repeated).
Before I
(Incomplete) Anticipating inadequacy and insufficiency in the relationship (repeated).
knew we would never be enough
(Incomplete) Admitting to self-deception despite efforts (repeated).
So I lied
(Incomplete) Reiterating self-deception despite attempts (repeated).
To myself. Even though I tried,
(Incomplete) Emphasizing the impossibility of forcing love (repeated).
I can not
(Incomplete) Describing emotional harm caused by something lacking warmth or emotion (repeated).
Force the love
(Incomplete) Acknowledging an inability to fulfill the partner's desires (repeated).
You Burned yourself on something cold
(Incomplete) Reiterating self-deception despite attempts (repeated).
Because I
(Incomplete) Emphasizing the impossibility of forcing love (repeated).
Could never give you what you want.
(Incomplete) (Empty Line)
And I lied
(Incomplete) Admitting a tendency to give up during challenging times (repeated).
To Myself, even though I try
(Incomplete) Explaining the necessity of leaving before revealing vulnerability (repeated).
I can not Force the Love.
(Incomplete) Fearing the exposure of personal weakness (repeated).
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