My World
Welcome to My World: A Poignant Journey Through Betrayal and Redemption
Lyrics
I'm not coming back
I have no intention of returning.
I'm not gonna react
I won't respond or engage with you.
I'm not doing shit for you
I won't do anything for your benefit.
I'm not sitting around
I won't stay idle while everything falls apart.
While you're tearing it down around us
Referring to the destructive actions around "us" (the speaker and someone else).
I'm not living a lie
I won't live a false or deceitful life.
While you swim in denial
While you remain in a state of denial (possibly about their actions or the situation).
Cause your already dead and gone
Addressing someone who is already emotionally detached or distant.
You'll leave me out on the curb
You will discard me, leaving me like others have before.
Just like everyone
Similar treatment as others in the past.
Else before you
Referencing the pattern of abandonment from those before.
Welcome to my world
Introduction to the speaker's world of loneliness and abandonment.
Where everyone I ever need
Expressing that those needed always leave the speaker alone.
Always ends up leaving me alone
Reflecting on the recurring theme of being abandoned.
Another lesson burned
Every experience results in a painful lesson.
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated by the aftermath of these lessons.
Kicking
Action of kicking and screaming symbolizing frustration and desperation.
Screaming
Expressing intense emotions in response to the difficulties.
Welcome to my world
Reiterating the unwelcoming nature of the speaker's world.
I don't care what you think
Disregarding others' opinions about the speaker's actions or decisions.
I'm not seeing a shrink
Rejecting the idea of seeking professional help or counseling.
I'm not doing this again
Refusing to go through a similar experience again.
I'm not another
Not willing to be a target for someone's anger or frustration.
Student or a mother
Declining to be a victim, whether as a student or a mother figure.
To take your shit out on
Rejecting the role of being a punching bag for someone else's issues.
So lets see what you got
Challenging the other person to reveal their true self.
And lets see what you're not
Examining what the person is and isn't.
And whatever else you pretend
Questioning the authenticity of the other person's actions and claims.
You've defended my intentions
Asserting that the speaker's true intentions have been misunderstood for too long.
Long enough
The speaker's intentions have been defended for an extended period.
So here I am again
The speaker finds themselves in a familiar, challenging situation.
In the middle of the end
The speaker is facing the consequences of a decision, realizing it's too late.
The choice I wish Id made
Reflecting on a choice that the speaker wishes they had made earlier.
I always make too late.
The speaker consistently makes choices too late, leading to regret.
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