Loose Cannon
Lost in Transit: Unraveling the Turmoil Within
Lyrics
I feel the novocaine
I feel numb and emotionally detached
I wonder why my high goes away
Questioning why the euphoria or positive feelings don't last
I'm downing on a metro train
Experiencing a low point while traveling on a metro train
Heading fast towards East LA
Traveling rapidly towards East LA
Now my baby's says he's worried
Concern from a loved one about the singer's well-being
He says he cares for me
Expressing care from the baby (partner)
But it's so hard to see
Difficulty in perceiving the care due to personal struggles
I'm a loose cannon
Self-identification as a reckless and unpredictable person
And I got no place
Feeling out of place
In the ache of this disease
Referencing a challenging situation or emotional state
Can we go any faster than this train
Desire for a faster escape from the current situation
Cause I'm feening
Craving or yearning for something
I'm needing some type
Desire for a specific type of fulfillment or experience
I got it bad yeah
Acknowledging a strong craving or addiction
I forgotten how it felt
Forgetting the feeling of solitude
To be alone
Reflecting on loneliness
Misreading, misthinking everything
Misinterpreting and overthinking everything
Just another day in this vice
Describing another day immersed in vices
Another drink another cry
Repetition of destructive behaviors - drinking and crying
I can't decide who I am tonight
Struggling with self-identity and decision-making
I'm a loose cannon
Reiteration of being a loose cannon
And I got no place
Continued sense of not fitting in
In the ache of this disease
Repeating the reference to the challenging emotional state
Can we go any faster than this train
Desire for a quicker escape or change from the current situation
Cause I'm feening
Intense craving or yearning
I'm needing some type
Expressing a need for a specific type of grace or relief
Some type of grace
Continued yearning for grace or relief
Yeah this anxiety
Anxiety becoming a significant challenge
Is really testing me
Struggling with the impact of anxiety on the singer
Sometimes I wake up
Waking up stressed and feeling pressure to please others
And stress who I gotta please
Expressing the burden of pleasing others
Ya I miss the old me
Expressing a longing for the past and a former self
Before I left my soul stranded
Regret for leaving behind a more genuine self
On an island, when I was 19
Recalling a pivotal moment at the age of 19
Can we go back to the good days
Desire to return to a more carefree and positive time
That old summer phase
Nostalgia for a past summer phase
Where I dreamt away
Revisiting dreams and aspirations
Oh I want that ocean breeze
Longing for a sense of freedom and calm
I'm feening, i'm needing
Repetition of intense craving and need for grace
Some type of grace
Continued expression of yearning for grace
I'm feening, i'm needing
Reiteration of the intense need for grace or relief
Yeah
Emphasizing the yearning or craving
I'm a Loose Cannon
Reaffirmation of being a loose cannon
And I got no place
Reiterating the sense of not belonging
In the ache of this disease woah ya
Repetition of the challenging emotional state
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