Lyrics
I don't know, I got doubts about us but i keep them stresses on the low
Expressing doubts about the relationship but keeping them hidden to avoid stress.
I could only hide them for so long, but when we fight it shows
Conflict exposes the hidden doubts.
You don't know if ima stick around longer or go ghost
Uncertainty about commitment, considering leaving without notice.
Cuz i tell you ima leave you, but deep down you know i won't
Despite stating intentions to leave, a deeper commitment is implied.
Say love me, yeah that's funny, that's a good one that's a joke
Mocking the idea of being loved due to lack of genuine actions.
I ain't laughing, let's see action, prove it to me cuz you don't
Challenging the partner to demonstrate love through actions.
Save them broken promises, I'm off of this, i gotta go
Rejecting past unfulfilled promises and deciding to move on.
Nah don't touch me, please hug me, because i'll explode
Desiring affection but feeling volatile emotionally.
I'm sick of talking, we do this often, and nothing changes
Frustration with repetitive discussions without actual change.
It's still the same and my feelings fading, you're draining
Emotions fading due to the stagnant nature of the relationship.
These up and downs, got me feeling anxious
Anxiety caused by the rollercoaster nature of the relationship.
Girl you know that it's a problem when you can't just
Pointing out difficulty in resolving issues peacefully.
Sit down, listen to me, but you'd rather give me a whole attitude
Preference for communication over attitude-driven responses.
Dissing me then giving me a reason to be mad at you
Being insulted yet provided reasons for anger.
If only you can see that all your ego does is damage you
Highlighting the detrimental effects of ego on the partner.
Self sabotaging, you gon make me have to chose
Feeling pushed to make a difficult choice due to partner's self-destructive behavior.
Then you turn around cross your arms acting all upset
Partner displays mixed emotions—upset yet wanting the other to stay.
Say don't leave me yet you hate me, how you say that in the same breath
Conflicted feelings expressed simultaneously causing confusion.
Before i'd stay but now i'm dipping out, i'm dipping on some real shit
Decision to leave due to an inability to cope with the partner's issues.
Cuz you got issues i can't deal with girl i
Acknowledging the partner's unresolved problems as a reason for departure.
I gotta put me first
Recognizing the necessity of prioritizing one's own well-being.
I know that shit hurts
Acknowledging that prioritizing self-care might hurt the partner.
But you make me worst
Attributing worsening personal condition to the relationship.
Falling down
Sense of falling, emotional decline.
Shot me down
Feeling rejected or hurt.
Pull me aside
Wanting space or time to oneself.
Just let me burn
Expressing a desire to experience personal transformation despite pain.
I don't know why
Confusion about the reasons behind certain feelings.
I don't know why
Uncertainty about the ongoing struggle.
Holding on
Struggling to maintain a sense of self-worth.
I'll put me on top
Determining to prioritize personal needs and well-being.
I'll put me first
Reiterating the commitment to self-preservation.
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