Wonderful
Discovering Love's Fragility: Silas Bonnell's Emotional Journey
Lyrics
We were driving round late, and my hearts beating faster
We were driving around late, and my heart was beating faster
Your loving me again
You're showing love to me again
I run my thumb through the pictures, and my heart though through the coaster
I'm looking through photos, contemplating, while my heart is overwhelmed
Of your body on my skin
Recalling the sensation of your body against my skin
There's magic in a teardrop, and a mirror on the other wall
There's significance in tears, and a reflection on another wall
That tells me i'll never be enough
These reflections hint that I'll never measure up
And I'm so scared that if I open up
I fear revealing myself because I worry you'll see my flaws
You'll see me all for what im not, and i'll lose
If I open up, you might realize who I truly am, and I'll lose your love
Lose your love
I'll lose your affection
It's funny how my world changed
It's ironic how everything changed for me
When you came over that first night
Since you arrived that initial night
Cause you meant everything to me
You held immense importance in my life
And I just hope you see, how wonderful you really are
I wish you'd recognize your own wonderful qualities
I took a taxi through the city
I traveled through the city in a taxi
And my heart through all the pity
Reflecting on the pity of you leaving my life
Of you walking out my life
Your departure brought me sorrow
And now i'm tired of making sad songs
I'm tired of composing sad songs
Cause you couldn't even pick me up love, when I needed you the most
You couldn't support me when I needed it the most
But these videos they get me
Yet, videos remind me of you, making it hard to move on
Every time I think your with me
I feel your presence through these videos
I just need to shut it down
I need to stop dwelling on this
Cause the cure was in your hand
The solution was in your control
And you threw it out the van
You discarded it and left me behind
And left me in the dust
Abandoning me
It's funny how my world changes
It's ironic how my world shifts
When you forget about my heart
When you neglect my emotions
But you still meant everything to me
You still held immense significance to me
And I just hope you see, how wonderful you really are
I wish you'd acknowledge your inherent wonderfulness
It's funny how my worlds changed
It's ironic how things changed for me
Over this past month or so
During this recent month or so
Cause you mean everything to me
You hold immense importance in my life
And I just hope you see how much I need you now
I wish you'd recognize how much I currently need you
Comment