My Addiction
Navigating Descent: Silent Civilian's Struggle with Addiction
Lyrics
Dare I compromise, and just believe the lies
Daring to compromise and embracing deceptive beliefs
Ignorance is bliss, all for contentment
Choosing ignorance for the sake of happiness and satisfaction
Emptiness prevails, so self respect can fail
Feeling empty, allowing self-respect to deteriorate
Temporary stops, certain resentment
Temporary halts in life, harboring certain resentment
I touched heaven, even though it burned like hell
Experiencing a moment of euphoria despite the consequences
I touched heaven, a tale I shouldn't live to tell
Regretting a tale that shouldn't be lived or told
When your needle breaks my skin
Referencing the physical act of drug use
Delusion courses through my veins
Delusion flowing through the veins due to substance abuse
This addiction always wins
Acknowledging that the addiction consistently prevails
A hell I can't afford to pay
Expressing the unbearable cost of the hellish addiction
I'm a constant failure at recovery
Admitting continuous failure in attempts at recovery
A perfect overdose, a false sense of security
Describing a dangerous overdose as a false sense of security
Self inflicted hell, the cracks begin to show
Creating a self-inflicted hell, revealing vulnerabilities
The poison that you sell, a fictitious reality
Referring to the harmful influence of a fictional, addictive reality
When your needle breaks my skin
Repetition of the physical act of drug use, emphasizing impact
Delusion courses through my veins
Reiteration of delusion circulating through the bloodstream
This addiction always wins
Reaffirming the addictive nature's consistent triumph
A hell I can't afford to pay
Reiterating the high cost of an addiction that can't be sustained
I touched heaven, even though it burned like hell
Recalling a moment of blissful euphoria despite the consequences
I touched heaven, a tale I shouldn't live to tell
Reiterating regret for a story that shouldn't be experienced
I touched heaven, even though it burned like hell
Repeating the juxtaposition of heaven and hell in an experience
I touched heaven, a tale I shouldn't live to tell
Repeating the regret for a tale that should remain untold
When your needle breaks my skin
Reiteration of the physical act of drug use and its impact
Delusion courses through my veins
Reiterating the flow of delusion through the veins due to addiction
This addiction always wins
Reaffirming the addictive nature's consistent triumph
A hell I can't afford to pay
Emphasizing the high cost of an unsustainable addiction
I touched heaven, even though it burned like hell
Recalling a moment of blissful euphoria despite the consequences
I touched heaven, a tale I shouldn't live to tell
Reiterating regret for a story that shouldn't be experienced
I touched heaven
Reflecting on the past experience of touching heaven
I touched heaven
Reiterating the reflection on the past experience of touching heaven
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