Lyrics
So sick to see
Expressing discomfort or displeasure at the current state of affairs.
What has taken me
Reflecting on what has influenced or affected the speaker.
I have changed my identity
Announcing a significant personal transformation or change in self-perception.
Sufficiently
Indicating that the change has been substantial or satisfactory.
Medicating me
Using medication metaphorically, possibly coping with difficulties.
No therapy
Rejecting conventional therapy as ineffective.
It’s effects are crippling…
Describing the negative and debilitating impact of the change.
BROKEN
Introducing a theme of brokenness or shattered aspects of life.
KNEES
Suggesting vulnerability or weakness through physical imagery.
This hate I breathe
Expressing intense hatred and resentment.
Toxic fantasies
Referring to destructive and harmful fantasies.
Controlling everything
Claiming control over various aspects of life in a negative way.
Consistently
Indicating consistency in the negative control or influence.
Won’t let go of me
Stating that the negative influence persists.
This wasn’t what
Highlighting a discrepancy between reality and expectation.
You were supposed to see…
Expressing regret or disappointment at how the speaker is perceived.
BROKEN
Reiterating the theme of broken dreams or aspirations.
DREAMS
Emphasizing the shattered nature of dreams.
I’m such a spiteful fuck
Repetition of self-loathing and acknowledgment of spiteful tendencies.
I’m such a spiteful fuck
-I’m such a spiteful fuck
-I’m such a spiteful fuck
-I’m such a spiteful fuck
-I know
-I’m such a spiteful fuck
-I know
-I’m such a spiteful fuck
-I know
-I’m such a spiteful fuck
-I know...
Confirming awareness of one's negative traits.
I just hate this side of you
Expressing dislike or hatred towards a specific aspect of someone else.
I just hate the sight of you
-This obsession with all of this pain
Describing an unhealthy obsession with pain and a desire for more.
Incisions becoming all the same
-Why must I ache for another taste?
-This wasn’t who I wanted to be
Acknowledging a deviation from the desired self.
This obsession with all of this rage
Describing an unhealthy obsession with rage and the tendency to reveal true feelings.
Underlying feelings hide in place
-Why do I always give them away?
-I wasn’t who I claimed to be
Admitting to a false presentation of oneself to others.
Who I claimed to be...
Reiterating the discrepancy in self-perception.
I wasn’t who I claimed to...
Denying the claimed identity and expressing a sense of self-awareness.
I wasn’t who I claimed to...
-I wasn’t who I claimed to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
Further emphasizing the disparity between claimed and true identity.
I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-I’m not who I claim to be
-Who I claim to be
-Who I claim to be
-Who I claim to be
Repeating the questioning of one's claimed identity.
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