First Final Frontier
Navigating Love and Lies: Since November's First Final Frontier
Lyrics
I'm trying drugs
Experimenting with drugs
I'm falling in love
Falling deeply in love
Exploring arts
Engaging in artistic exploration
To find the way to find myself
Searching for a path to self-discovery
To find the way to see myself and beyond
Seeking to understand oneself and explore beyond personal boundaries
When everything seems to be fine
Appearances suggest everything is well
What a lie!
Contrasts the previous line, indicating it's false
I'm faking my smile
Putting on a false smile or facade
And now
Transition in the narrative
Restarting makes me terrified
Feeling frightened by the prospect of starting over
All the lies
Deception and untruths
Left me paralyzed
Feeling immobilized or unable to act due to deceit
I'm sleeping with you
Intimacy or connection with someone
I'm sleeping with her
Another form of intimacy with someone else
And then all together
Simultaneous involvement in different relationships
To find the way to find ourselves
Seeking collective self-discovery
To find the way to see ourselves and beyond
Collective exploration beyond personal limits
When everything seems to be fine
Perception of everything being alright, yet it's false
What a lie!
Contradiction to the earlier perception of things being fine
I'm faking my smile
Continued falsification of emotions
And now
Returning to the theme of fear about starting anew
Restarting makes me terrified
Emphasizing fear associated with starting over
All the lies
Reiteration of deception and falsehoods
Left me paralyzed
Feeling unable to act due to lies and deceit
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