Cyrine
Yearning in Silence: A Tale of Longing and Self-Deception
Lyrics
Content with the lie, I tell myself that
Accepting and embracing a falsehood, convincing oneself that...
She will be mine
Desiring possession of someone, expecting a romantic relationship
Under a sky to the east, where the sun burns brighter
Referring to a location in the east with a vivid sun, symbolizing a divine place
The land of the divine
Describing the mentioned location as heavenly or godly
Face down in a rut, I'm
Being in a difficult situation or routine
Fucking it up, I'm
Messing up, making mistakes in one's life
Chasing a dream in circles
Pursuing an elusive or challenging goal repetitively
Sitting at home all alone
Lonely and contemplative state at home
And I watch the sun rise
Observing the sunrise while pondering on life
Wondering what it's like
Curious about experiencing life with the person being addressed
To live life by your side
Expressing a desire to share life with the addressed person
I think about you all the time
Frequent thoughts about the addressed person
A comforting light in a lonely life
The addressed person is a source of comfort in a solitary existence
I tear at the chains of a life that binds me
Attempting to break free from restrictive circumstances
But I'm losing time
Running out of time in breaking free
If I delay anymore, I'll decay here before
Risking decay if liberation is delayed
I can call you mine
Expressing a desire to claim the addressed person as one's own
Sitting at home all alone
Similar to line 9, feeling alone and introspective at home
And I watch the sun rise
Reflecting on the sunrise and contemplating the experience of being close to the addressed person
Wondering how it feels
Wondering about the emotional aspect of being physically close
To be right by your side
Yearning to be in close proximity with the addressed person
I dream about you all the time
Frequent dreams about the addressed person
What a pretty face, what a lonely life
Describing the addressed person as attractive but leading a lonely life
Hide it away, keep it all inside
Keeping emotions hidden and internalized
Why can't I feel anymore?
Questioning one's ability to feel emotions
Am I even real anymore?
Doubting one's existence or authenticity
If I could align the stars
Expressing a desire to be with the addressed person by aligning circumstances
I would be there, where you are
Wishing to be in the same location as the addressed person
Leaving this shell of a life,
Leaving behind a life that feels empty or incomplete
To rise from the ashes by your side
Aspiring for a rebirth or transformation alongside the addressed person
Sometimes I wonder if I'm losing it
Questioning one's mental stability or sanity
Sitting at home all alone
Repeating the theme of solitude and self-deception at home
I get lost in my lies
Losing oneself in lies and deceit
All that I tell myself
Using self-deception as a coping mechanism for mental safety
To stay safe in my mind
Thinking about a better life to maintain mental well-being
I dream about that perfect life
Dreaming of an ideal life with the addressed person
What a pretty face, what a waste of time
Describing the addressed person as beautiful but perceiving it as a waste of time
Shove it away, keep it all in
Suppressing emotions and keeping them internalized
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