Lyrics
I know, I know I thought about your name
I have contemplated your name, thought about it deeply.
I say it till it's strange and weird
I repeat your name until it becomes unfamiliar and strange.
I got my room all pretty, check my phone
I have prepared my room nicely and checked my phone.
And you say you're here
You claim to be present or available.
I know, I know I have you then I don't
I acknowledge having you, but then I lose that connection.
I say it like it's all a joke
I treat the situation as if it's a joke.
But my room gets scary
Despite my efforts, my room becomes unsettling or frightening.
Now my room's so scary alone
Now I feel scared and alone in my room.
You know I felt so happy just
I used to feel joyful knowing I belonged to you.
To know that I was yours
Now I am unwell, and that joy has faded.
Now I'm so sick I just don't feel it
I no longer experience the positive emotions I once did.
I don't feel it anymore
My emotions towards you have diminished.
I've got nothing left to say to you
I have nothing more to communicate to you.
I still think I got the best of you
Despite everything, I believe I gained the better part of our relationship.
It's just okay, okay, alright now
It's just acceptable or tolerable now.
Well I'm so scared
I am frightened or disturbed.
I'll never really get back there
I don't think I'll ever recover that positive state.
I'll feel funny every time I care
I feel uneasy every time I care about something.
It's okay, it's okay, it's alright now
It's acceptable or fine now; I've come to terms with it.
'Cause you're not there
You are no longer present or involved in the situation.
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