Lyrics
I don't ever mean anything i wanna say i
I struggle to express my true feelings and thoughts.
Couldn't be anything i say
It's challenging for me to articulate my thoughts accurately.
I used to think my purpose was performing
I used to believe that my purpose was in performing or entertaining.
Check above my sink i'm
Observing my surroundings, possibly in the context of a kitchen sink.
Staring back at quarter dead and boring
Reflecting on a state of feeling somewhat lifeless and uninteresting.
I don't ever mean anything i wanna say i
Reiterating the difficulty in expressing genuine thoughts and emotions.
Couldn't be anything i say i don't ever mean
Emphasizing the struggle to be true to oneself in communication.
Anything i wanna say i couldn't be
Expressing the challenge of being authentic in speech.
Everything i said i said
Highlighting that everything said has a genuine intent.
No i don't care call a ride share
Indifference to external matters, considering ride-sharing as an escape.
Take me anywhere cuz I'm stuck in the past
Feeling trapped in the past and seeking a way out.
Like my last life did i taste it
Comparing the current situation to a previous life and questioning its value.
Did i waste it i can't find my way back
Uncertainty about whether time was wasted and the difficulty of returning to a better state.
I said i was good but i was lying
Admitting to previously claiming well-being but actually lying about it.
Can't sleep so i stopped trying
Insomnia or restlessness preventing sleep, leading to giving up on trying to rest.
Drop down to me knees
Symbolic act of submission or desperation, possibly seeking tranquility.
Start begging for the quiet
Begging for peace and silence amidst inner turmoil.
I don't ever mean anything i wanna say i
Reiteration of the struggle to express genuine thoughts and emotions.
Couldn't be anything i say i don't evеr mean
Reemphasizing the challenge of being true to oneself in communication.
Anything i wanna say i couldn't be
Highlighting the ongoing difficulty in expressing authentic thoughts and emotions.
Everything i said i said
Reaffirming the sincerity behind everything previously said.
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