Lyrics
I been running from my own race
I have been avoiding my own path or identity
Miss the old days
I long for the past, nostalgic for old times
Wish i escaped every taughts i had
I wish I could escape from every thought I have
In my cold years
In the time when I was emotionally distant
Now I just regret everything
Now, I regret everything I've done
Thats okay im different
Acceptance of being different from the norm
Stay back, just keep a distance
Keeping a distance, maintaining solitude
Watch my music blow your pistols
Witness the impact of my music, metaphorically expressed as blowing pistols
Have some fun fun
Encouragement to enjoy life before it becomes joyless
Before you have none
A reminder to have fun before it's too late
They Hating on my grind
People criticize my hard work
And thats why I don’t reply
Choosing not to respond to negativity
Give me some some
Request for some understanding or empathy
Ill Never talk hun
I will never speak insincerely
Youll never catch me lacking
Confidence in avoiding vulnerability or weakness
Always 2 steps in the front
Always ahead in life, not lagging behind
Youll never see me asking
I won't be in a position of need or dependence
Thats my problem man on god
Acknowledgment of personal issues as a challenge
I Never taugh id be rapping but they say ill go far
Surprised at becoming a rapper but told I'll succeed
I lost everything else
I've lost everything else in pursuit of success
But what I really need?
Raising the question of what is truly essential
Nothing on this earth
Nothing on this earth is what I really need
Hell is what I really feel
Expressing a feeling of despair or emptiness
I been running from my own race
Reiteration of avoiding one's own path
Miss the old days
Nostalgia for the past persists
Wish i escaped every taughts i had
Desire to escape from troubling thoughts
In my cold years
Reflection on a period of emotional distance
Now I just regret everything
Current regret for past actions
Thats okay im different
Acceptance of being different
Stay back, just keep a distance
Emphasis on maintaining distance from others
Watch my music blow your pistols
Anticipation of the impact of the music on the listener
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