Nighterror
Nightmare Symphony: Battling Inner Demons
Lyrics
Every single day I feel the pressure build
Pressure is consistently increasing each day
Weighing down on me, so much guilt
Feeling burdened by a significant amount of guilt
These voices in my head are driving me insane
Hallucinating or overwhelmed by disturbing thoughts
Time to take it all past the point of extreme
Ready to push things beyond the limit
Black out from the pain and anger
Being overwhelmed by intense pain and anger
Numbness from the Drugs starts to kick in
Using drugs to escape and feeling numb
I'm losing full control to this stranger
Losing control to an alter ego or darker side
There's no saving me, I'm DEAD!
Feeling beyond salvation or redemption
Can't tell if its a dream or real
Uncertainty between reality and dreams
I'm riding passenger while he's at the wheel
Feeling like a bystander while someone else takes control
His higher power? A bullet in the chamber
Considering suicide as an escape
He wants an escape from this life of hatred
Desiring an escape from a life filled with hatred
Pure chaos I can't con-fucking-trol him
Unable to manage or control the chaos within
Seeking peace from this life of sin
Seeking peace from a life characterized by sin
He doesn't want to live in this hell
Not wanting to exist in a hellish reality
He wants to blow a hole through this mental cell.
Desiring to break free from mental confinement through drastic measures
Every single day I feel the pressure build
Repetition of feeling pressure increasing daily
Weighing down on me, so much guilt
Reiterated sense of being burdened by guilt
These voices in my head are driving me insane
Repeating the overwhelming impact of disturbing thoughts
Time to take it all to the point of extreme
Reiterating readiness to push things beyond limits
(Why?)
Questioning the reasons behind the actions
(Die)
Suggesting a desire for death
(Awake)
Expressing confusion upon waking up
Where am I, What have I done, What's going on?
Realization and confusion about recent actions
Pull the gun from my mouth with so much confusion
Reacting with confusion and stopping a drastic action
Misfire from the fear of what I've done
Avoiding a catastrophic action due to fear
I this real or just another
Questioning the reality of the situation
NIGHTERROR!
Labeling the experience as a nightmarish terror
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