Lyrics
I dont wanna grow up till im grown up
I resist growing up until I've matured.
Drop pills quick thrills till i throw up
Engaging in risky behavior, taking drugs for quick excitement until vomiting.
Make deals big mills in the show cut
Making significant deals and earning big money in the entertainment industry.
I aint never had a big will now i show up
I never had significant success before, but now I am making an impact.
Past
Reflecting on a challenging past when nobody supported during difficult times; now facing fake friendships.
Tense
-Back
-When
-Nobody would have my back when i was on my last breath
-Now they get to know me acting like they are my best friends
-Bitches on my line i refuse to let them get me
-Got my back to the wall but its all nice
Facing adversity but determined to overcome challenges and fight for success.
Better know i get to fall for a tall price
-Try to keep me stalled in this brawl
-But i fight right
-Everyday is a long night
Every day feels like a prolonged struggle.
Sleeping well sleepin well
Struggling emotionally, expressing a desire for better times.
I hear dont tell
-Wishing well
-I hope that some day you gon be my biggest fan
Hoping for future admiration and success, acknowledging challenges.
Hit the fan
-I be chasin dollars like a business man
Pursuing wealth like a businessperson, working hard, seeking forgiveness from a higher power.
Work it like i fitnesse man
-Ask lord for forgivness damn
-Past
Reiterating the theme of a tough past and dealing with insincere people.
Tense
-Back
-When
-Nobody would have my back when i was on my last breath
-Now they get to know me acting like they are my best friends
-Bitches on my line i refuse to let them get me
-I dont wanna grow up till im grown up
Repeating the resistance to growing up until achieving significant success.
Drop pills quick thrills till i throw up
-Make deals big mills in the show cut
-I aint never had a big will now i show up
-Past
Recalling a challenging past and addressing superficial friendships.
Tense
-Back
-When
-Nobody would have my back when i was on my last breath
-Now they get to know me acting like they are my best friends
-Bitches on my line i refuse to let them get me
-You know sometimes
Feeling like a child in an adult world, facing pressure and hate from others.
I just feel like some kid in this adult world
-It feels like
-People trynna destroy me
-With all this pressure and all that hate
-I dont wanna grow up
Expressing a strong desire to avoid the responsibilities of adulthood.
I dont wanna grow up till im grown up
-Pour the liquor in my cup
Using liquor as a coping mechanism, dealing with personal struggles.
Fucked up blacked out in a lone cut
-Im flattered
Accepting negative labels but embracing personal identity and origin.
Born to grow up shattered
-Call me how you like
-Cuz for my country im a bastard
-I dont work i go to partys
Choosing enjoyment over work, defiantly dismissing criticism.
You can call me naughty just becouse i have some fun
-Fuck you all i get it done
-I dont wanna grow up till im grown up
Reiterating the theme of resisting adulthood until achieving success.
Drop pills quick thrills till i throw up
-Make deals big mills in the show cut
-I aint never had a big will now i show up
-Past
Reflecting on a challenging past and refusing to be manipulated by insincere people.
Tense
-Back
-When
-Nobody would have my back when i was on my last breath
-Now they get to know me acting like they are my best friends
-Bitches on my line i refuse to let them get me
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