Lyrics
When you call
When you reach out to me.
I’m glad you did
I feel a sense of relief or happiness that you contacted me.
We got a bad
We have a problematic or disrupted connection.
Connection
Refers to the flawed relationship or communication.
I didn’t mean it when I said I couldn’t see you again
I didn’t truly mean what I said about not wanting to see you again.
I’ll always leave the door open
I will always keep a way open for you to return.
How come you come back
Questioning why you return and disrupt my peace of mind.
To make me restless?
Your return unsettles me emotionally.
Pretending you’re mine
Acting as if you belong to me makes me self-centered.
Makes me selfish
My desire for you conflicts with my selfishness.
But I could use some kind of peace of mind while
I seek inner calmness while I am emotionally invested in you.
I’m keeping you warm
I provide you with warmth and comfort.
Why’d you call again?
Asking the reason for your return call that disrupts my life.
Fucked up my direction
Your return has messed up my sense of direction or purpose.
Pressing into the bruise I guess I got you confused for a feeling I’m used to
I mistake you for a familiar feeling, causing confusion and pain.
I used to
Reminiscing about past feelings or experiences.
How come you come back
Questioning why you consistently disrupt my peace.
To make me restless?
Your return makes me unsettled emotionally.
Pretending you’re mine
Acting like you belong to me triggers my selfish tendencies.
Makes me selfish
I struggle with conflicting emotions while providing you comfort.
But I could use some kind of peace of mind while
Seeking tranquility while emotionally connected to you.
I’m keeping you warm
I offer you warmth and emotional support.
Ahhhh
Expression of emotions or uncertainty.
Makes me restless
Your return disturbs my emotional peace.
Ahhhh
Your return triggers my self-centeredness.
Makes me selfish
I provide you with emotional comfort despite my internal struggles.
Ooooh
Expressing emotions or uncertainty.
I’m keepin you warm
I continue to provide you with emotional warmth and support.
Talkin’ down the moment fighting muscle memory
Trying to downplay the situation despite fighting against familiar emotions.
Satisfy the call and leave before it’s morning
Fulfilling the emotional need and leaving before the emotional attachment deepens.
Lonely for the feeling
Yearning for a familiar emotional state or connection.
If I could feel you breathing one more time one last night
If I could experience your presence and intimacy once more before we part.
I could feel relief then
If I could feel relief through your presence one last time.
How come you come back
Questioning the disruptive nature of your return.
To make me restless?
Your return unsettles me emotionally.
Pretending you’re mine
Acting like you belong to me triggers my selfish tendencies.
Makes me selfish
Conflicted emotions arise while providing you comfort.
But I could use some kind of peace of mind while
Seeking inner peace while emotionally connected to you.
I’m keeping you warm
I offer you warmth and emotional support.
Ahhhh
Your return disturbs my emotional peace.
Makes me restless
Your return triggers my self-centeredness.
Ahhhh
I provide you with emotional comfort despite my internal struggles.
Makes me selfish
Expressing emotions or uncertainty.
Ooooh
I continue to provide you with emotional warmth and support.
I’m keepin you warm
Expression of offering warmth and emotional support.
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