Lyrics
I think I'm fallin' for the westside
The speaker is developing feelings for the westside.
I drink and I'm smokin' 'till my brain's fried
The speaker engages in heavy drinking and smoking until their mind is impaired.
I can't see 'cause the sun is shining too bright
The brightness of the sun makes it difficult for the speaker to see clearly.
Even if I run I know that I can't hide
Despite running away, the speaker knows they can't escape their problems.
Feeling comfortable with the pain
The speaker finds a certain level of comfort in experiencing pain.
I try to let it go but everything's the same
Despite efforts to move on, everything in the speaker's life remains unchanged.
No matter where I go they will know my name
The speaker feels a sense of recognition wherever they go, and people know their name.
These monsters trynna haunt me, Imma go insane
The speaker perceives inner struggles and challenges as haunting monsters that could drive them insane.
I take a look outside the window
The speaker looks out of the window, possibly reflecting on their surroundings.
I wanna go where the wind blows
The speaker desires to go where the wind takes them.
They say they don't understand me
Others claim not to understand the speaker, likely due to the absence of a concrete plan in their life.
'Cause I don't have plan and I will never have
The speaker asserts their lack of a plan and the decision never to have one.
'Cause when I feel depressed
During moments of depression, the speaker prefers solitude and not being bothered.
I don't wanna be messed with
The speaker dislikes being pressured or stressed.
And I hate being pressed
External forces attempt to stress the speaker despite their resistance.
But they trying to stress me
The speaker is unimpressed and uninterested in conversation.
I don't wanna talk, bitch you can't impress me
Sadness is portrayed as the speaker's only companion, testing them.
Sadness is my only girl, she be trynna test me
The speaker acknowledges the need to leave home more often.
Yeah I know that I should leave the house more
Upon waking up, the speaker experiences discomfort, possibly from a rough night.
Just woke up I can see but my eyes sore
Uncertainty about emotions due to a torn heart.
I don't know how I feel 'cause my heart's torn
The speaker feels lost and unsure of their direction.
I feel lost, on my own
The speaker emphasizes their feeling of being alone.
And I don't know where I'll go no
Uncertainty about the future and where life will lead.
Everything's moving too slow
Life seems slow, and the speaker feels stuck in their current situation.
I'm stuck in this place I don't wanna
The speaker doesn't want to be in their current place.
Fallin' to my death but I know that I ain't bothered
Despite challenges, the speaker remains unbothered by the possibility of falling into despair.
I think I'm fallin' for the westside
Repetition of the feeling of falling for the westside.
I drink and I'm smokin' 'till my brain's fried
Continuation of self-destructive behavior with substances.
I can't see 'cause the sun is shining too bright
The speaker is blinded by the brightness of the sun.
Even if I run I know that I can't hide
Despite efforts to escape, the speaker acknowledges the futility of hiding.
Feeling comfortable with the pain
Comfort is found in embracing pain.
I try to let it go but everything's the same
The speaker attempts to let go, but their situation remains unchanged.
No matter where I go they will know my name
Recognition and awareness of the speaker's identity wherever they go.
These monsters trynna haunt me, Imma go insane
The internal struggles are perceived as menacing and potentially leading to insanity.
I think I'm fallin' for the westside
Reiteration of falling for the westside.
I drink and I'm smokin' 'till my brain's fried
Continued reliance on substances to cope.
I can't see 'cause the sun is shining too bright
Repetition of being blinded by the sun.
Even if I run I know that I can't hide
Despite attempts to run, the speaker acknowledges the impossibility of hiding.
Feeling comfortable with the pain
Consolation in accepting and being comfortable with pain.
I try to let it go but everything's the same
Attempts to move on, but the speaker's situation remains unaltered.
No matter where I go they will know my name
Awareness that others recognize the speaker's identity wherever they go.
These monsters trynna haunt me, Imma go insane
The speaker fears that internal struggles may lead them to insanity.
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