Lyrics
Am I incapable of love
Expressing doubt about one's capability of experiencing love.
Impossible for someone to ever want me
Feeling that it's impossible for someone to desire a deeper connection beyond physical attraction.
For more than just my body
Desiring to be wanted for more than just physical attributes.
I want more and I know it
Expressing a desire for a deeper, meaningful connection in a relationship.
Didn't know if before but now I can hardly control it
Realizing a strong desire and struggling to control it.
And you know it
Questioning if the other person is aware of the intense feelings.
Do you know it
-The thought me of not on your mind when I think of you all the time
Feeling uneasy at the thought of not being on the other person's mind.
Honestly fucking sucks
Expressing frustration about the difficulty of the situation.
I promise that I'll be alright I probably just need more time
Optimistically promising self-healing with time.
Before I see you in love
Acknowledging the challenge of witnessing the other person in a new relationship.
Again with the next boy who's mesmerized
Reflecting on specific details and moments with the person, questioning if it was love.
By that brown imperfection in your left eye
-Yeah I wonder how many guys kissed you while looking at it
-Or the way you say my name at the end of the day
-When I'm driving you home and we park by the lake
-Could I even call it love
-Is it possible you fell
-Just for a second there
-Am I fantasizing about what could never happen
Questioning if the desire for a deeper connection is unrealistic, doubting one's worth.
Do you think I'm a joke
-I want more and I know it
-Didn't know if before but now I can hardly control it
Reiteration of the strong desire and questioning the other person's awareness.
And you know it
-Do you know it
-Again with the next boy who's mesmerized
Repeating the contemplation of whether it was love in specific moments.
By that brown imperfection in your left eye
-Yeah I wonder how many guys kissed you while looking at it
-Or the way you say my name at the end of the day
-When I'm driving you home and we park by the lake
-Could I even call it love
-Is it possible you fell
-Just for a second there
-Just for a second there
Repeating the uncertainty and questioning if it was love for a brief moment.
Just for a second there
-The thought of me not on your mind when I think of you all the time
-Honestly fucking sucks
-I promise that I'll be alright I probably just need more time
-Before I see you in love
-Again with the next boy who's mesmerized
-By that brown imperfection in your left eye
-Yeah I wonder how many guys kissed you while looking at it
-Or the way you say my name at the end of the day
-When I'm driving you home and we park by the lake
-Could I even call it love
-Is it possible you fell
-Just for a second there
-Just for a second there
-Just for a second there
-Oh I wonder how many guys
Expressing curiosity and frustration about the other guys in the person's life, questioning past actions.
Yeah I wonder how many guys
-You cried to and lied to didn't say you were mine to
-Boy why did I let you back into my life
-So tell me how many guys
-Tell me how many fucking times
-Can't keep up with all of the lies
-So tell me how many guys
Reiterating the need for clarity on the number of guys involved.
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