Lyrics
I don't know if I could say the same things
The speaker is uncertain if they can express themselves in the same way.
Couldn't tell if you were trying to break me
Uncertainty about whether the other person intended to harm or emotionally affect the speaker.
This song of mine might be the last talk about you
The song may serve as the final expression about the person being referred to.
'Cause I can't go on with myself
Feeling unable to continue with one's own identity or life.
I'm falling out of circles that we
Exiting from shared experiences or relationships.
Used to be a part of together
Nostalgia for the past when they were connected.
Wish I had known
Regret for not understanding something crucial.
What you were trying to say
Wishing for clarity on the other person's intentions.
Maybe make amends
A desire to reconcile and make things right.
Don't know if you're still there
Uncertainty about the other person's presence or involvement.
Balling out on the train alone I'm
Engaging in solitary, emotional activities, perhaps as a way to cope.
Here spacing out 'cause I can't move on
Feeling stuck and unable to move forward emotionally.
No matter how much I have tried
Struggling despite efforts to overcome the situation.
We'll fall apart whether wrong or right
Anticipating a separation or breakdown, regardless of the right or wrong.
Pleading for some time
Pleading for time, seeking reasons that are unclear.
Reasons I can't tell why
Unable to understand why the relationship is falling apart.
Fell right apart where we started
Returning to a point of origin where the relationship began to deteriorate.
So damn endless
Expressing the endless and challenging nature of the situation.
I know what you're upset about
Acknowledging the source of the other person's distress.
And I'm sure you know how mad I am
Mutual acknowledgment of the intensity of emotions.
Why can't we come to understand our differences
Expressing a desire for understanding and resolution of differences.
Maybe make amends
Reiterating the desire to reconcile and make amends.
Don't know if you're still there
Repetition of uncertainty about the other person's presence or involvement.
Balling out on the train alone I'm
Repetition of engaging in solitary emotional activities.
Here spacing out because I can't move on
Repetition of feeling stuck and unable to move on.
No matter how much I have tried
Repetition of the struggle despite efforts to overcome the situation.
We'll fall apart whether wrong or right
Repetition of anticipating a separation or breakdown.
Don't know if you're still there
Reiteration of uncertainty about the other person's presence or involvement.
Balling out on the train alone I'm
Reiteration of engaging in solitary emotional activities.
Here spacing out 'cause I can't move on
Reiteration of feeling stuck and unable to move on.
No matter how much I have tried
Reiteration of the struggle despite efforts to overcome the situation.
We'll fall apart whether wrong or right
Reiteration of anticipating a separation or breakdown.
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