Monologue
Breaking Free: Confronting Darkness and Embracing Life
Lyrics
I will not wake up yet again with the
I refuse to wake up again with the
Shadow of everything i will not do this
Feeling burdened by the prospect of things I won't do
Anymore i don't care what it takes, I
I no longer want to endure this
Don't care what I have to do
I'm determined, regardless of the actions required
But I will not be a victim of this anymore
I won't let myself be a victim of this situation anymore
I have tried countless fucking times to
I've attempted many times to break free from it
Get out from under it
Efforts to escape the situation have been numerous
But this time it has to stick
This time, the change has to be permanent
Because I will not do this
I am determined not to repeat this
Anymore! I will not allow myself to
I won't let myself be crushed by this darkness any longer
Be crushed by this darkness!
I will resist being overwhelmed by the darkness
I will not allow myself to be
I won't allow myself to be broken apart
Torn apart and watch myself live
I won't let my life be incomplete and fragmented
A half life! I will not
I refuse to continue down this path
Let myself do this anymore!
I won't allow myself to engage in this behavior anymore
So, I don't care how bad it hurts
Regardless of the pain, I don't care; I need to change
I don't care much
My focus is not on how much it hurts
Pain there is, I don't care
Regardless of the pain, I'm indifferent
How much pain there is
The intensity of the pain doesn't matter to me
I am getting out from under this!
I am breaking free from this situation
I say no more! I say stop!
I declare that I won't tolerate this any longer
I say give me the pain
I'm ready to face the pain and hurt; I demand it
Give me the hurt! Let me make a goddamn
Let me experience the pain and make mistakes, for once
Mistake and for once in my life!
This is a turning point in my life, allowing for mistakes
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