Let me go
Emotional Turmoil: Struggling to Let Go of Perfection
Lyrics
You've changed me but now I know
You have influenced or transformed me, and now I understand.
What I must do you're way too perfect
I recognize what I need to do, and you seem exceptionally perfect.
But I don't deserve you
Despite your perfection, I believe I am not worthy of you.
I'm getting used to letting go let me go
I'm becoming accustomed to releasing and moving on; please let me go.
I can't help but feel like shit
I feel terrible about myself, and I can't control it.
You make it look so easy
You make handling difficulties seem effortless.
The situation worsens
The situation is getting worse.
Can't help but feel like this
I can't help feeling this way.
I'm such a fucking mess i medicate myself
I'm a mess, and I self-medicate to cope.
Can't help but feel so worthless
I can't shake the feeling of worthlessness.
Yet nothing fucking helps
Despite trying various things, nothing helps.
The ground cracks at my feet
My stability is crumbling beneath me.
I'm stumbling back now
I'm stepping back, facing challenges.
Been chasing this dream
I've been pursuing a dream.
Said I'd pick up the slack
I promised to make up for shortcomings.
Now I'm walking away tears down my face
Now I'm walking away with tears on my face.
But I'll be damned if I bring an angel
I won't bring an angel down to experience a fall from grace.
Down to fall from grace i don't deserve you
I acknowledge that I don't deserve you.
You don't deserve it
You also don't deserve the situation.
I know that I'm a piece of shit
I'm aware of my flaws; I'm a piece of shit.
You make me nervous my stomach's turning
Your presence makes me anxious; my stomach is turning.
I'm never learning
I seem unable to learn from my mistakes.
I'll sacrifice myself and
I am willing to sacrifice myself and continue yearning.
Be forever yearning
This yearning is perpetual.
You've changed me but now I know
Similar to line 1, emphasizing the change that has occurred.
What I must do you're way too perfect
Reiterating the understanding of what needs to be done.
But I don't deserve you
Despite recognizing the need, I still feel unworthy of you.
I'm getting used to letting go let me go
Repeating the theme of getting used to letting go; a plea to be allowed to go.
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