Lyrics
I wasn't showing no love
I was not expressing love or affection.
I was going back to the old me
I was reverting to my previous, less positive self.
Heavy up on them drugs
Engaging heavily in drug use.
Didn't give a fuck about nothing
Not caring about anything; being indifferent.
Out on my own alone
Isolated and on my own.
Just want somebody to hold me
Seeking someone to provide emotional support.
Niggas ain't worth my time
People are not deserving of my time and attention.
I was getting to that money
Focused on making money.
Oh lord please save my soul
Requesting divine intervention to save my soul.
My heart already cold
My heart is already emotionally distant or numb.
Take a chance shake and roll
Willing to take risks and face consequences.
Rolling off them rolls
Under the influence of substances, possibly pills (rolls).
See the signs wheres the road
Looking for direction and guidance in life.
I know I know I know
Reaffirming awareness of circumstances.
Life ain't fair that's how it go
Life is inherently unfair; that's the way it is.
You can do right
Even if you do what's right, negative things can happen.
And still get hoed
(Repetition of the phrase)
Make the choice
Choosing between success and failure.
To sink or float
Making decisions that determine one's fate.
Losing all hope
Experiencing a loss of optimism or expectation.
The ones that's closest to me
People close to me are unable to become closer emotionally.
Can't even get closer to me
Despite proximity, there's emotional distance.
Hurt bring out the worst in me
Hurtful experiences bring out negative aspects of my personality.
Everybody keep hurting me
Constantly experiencing emotional pain from others.
Ain't none of this guaranteed
Nothing in life is certain or guaranteed.
Putting pain on melodies
Expressing pain through musical compositions.
Ignoring all the jealousy
Ignoring negativity and envy from others.
Trynna leave me a legacy
Striving to leave behind a meaningful legacy.
When it all falls down
When everything falls apart, facing consequences.
That karma comes around
Karma catches up when wrongdoing is committed.
When the people who done care for me
People who don't care about me face consequences.
Got put in the ground
(Repetition of the phrase)
No one made a sound
Silence follows the demise of those who caused harm.
Forever lost and found
Forever lost and found, possibly reflecting on eternal consequences.
I'm tired of fucking up
Frustration with personal mistakes, seeking redemption.
Just wanna make my people proud
Desire to make one's loved ones proud.
Life ain't fair that's how it go
(Repetition of the phrase)
You can do right
-And still get hoed
-Make the choice
-To sink or float
-Losing all hope
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