Lyrics
I been thinking bout the future and its all overwhelming
I've been contemplating the future, and it's causing me significant stress and anxiety.
Running round my mind getting lost
Thoughts are racing through my mind, leading to a sense of being lost or overwhelmed.
I can't trust my feet
I lack confidence in my own decisions; my feet symbolize my ability to move forward.
To lead or to follow
Uncertainty whether to take the lead or follow others.
When I jump deep
When I take significant risks, the outcomes are disappointingly shallow.
I always land shallow
Consequences of my actions often fall short of my expectations.
Cause it all comes out sideways
Challenges or emotions are expressed in an indirect or unexpected manner.
And everyday feels like any other day
Every day feels monotonous and indistinguishable from the next.
And then you call, I sit up straight
Your call brings momentary focus and attention, improving my posture.
But I fall back, in all my old ways
Despite your influence, I revert to my habitual behaviors and patterns.
And it comes out sideways
The challenges or emotions continue to be expressed in an indirect or unexpected manner.
Gonna play this one to my therapist on weds
I plan to share this song with my therapist during Wednesday's session.
I hope he says breakdowns look like progress
I hope my therapist sees breakdowns as a sign of progress in my personal development.
I can't fall asleep
I struggle to fall asleep, possibly due to unresolved issues or fears.
Chased by a monster
A metaphorical monster, representing fears or anxieties, haunts me in my thoughts.
I jumped too deep
I took a risk or faced a challenge that was too intense or profound.
Wish I had fallen for another
I regret not choosing a different path or falling for someone else.
Cause it all comes out sideways
Challenges or emotions continue to manifest in unexpected or indirect ways.
And everyday feels like any other day
Every day feels mundane and lacks distinction from one another.
And then you call, I sit up straight
Your call briefly uplifts me, improving my posture and attention.
But I fall back, in all my old ways
Despite your influence, I regress to my previous habits and behaviors.
And it comes out sideways
Challenges or emotions persist in being expressed in an unexpected or indirect manner.
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