Lyrics
I'm just gonna dye my hair
I'm contemplating changing my appearance by dyeing my hair.
'Cause the easier you can see me, the less I can
Visibility may make me vulnerable, so I alter my appearance to avoid being easily seen.
And I don't wanna do that... see myself
I don't want to confront or acknowledge my true self due to fear.
'Cause I'm scared
Fear is a motivating factor for my actions.
I do it, cause I'm scared
The fear is the driving force behind my decisions.
Is that all I'll be?
Questioning whether my entire identity is defined by fear.
'Cause I just can't find it
I struggle to identify or discover something significant.
Whatever I'm looking for
The difficulty in finding what I'm searching for.
And I just can't hide it
I can't conceal my emotions or thoughts effectively.
So I'll be out the door
Choosing to leave or distance myself because of this inability to hide.
I'm just gonna dye my hair
Reiteration of the decision to change appearance by dyeing hair.
'Cause maybe when I look new the feeling will follow through
Hoping that a new look will bring about a change in emotions or circumstances.
It'll all be new
The expectation that everything will be different and new.
I do it 'cause I'm scared
Repeating the action of changing due to fear.
I do it 'cause I'm scared
Emphasizing that fear is the primary motivator for change.
Is that all I'll be?
Reflecting on the possibility of fear defining the entirety of one's existence.
'Cause they say I will find it
Assurance or expectation that what is sought will eventually be found.
Whatever I'm looking for
The ongoing search for something meaningful or significant.
But I just can't find it
Despite efforts, unable to locate what is being sought.
And it's a blue camouflage
Introducing the metaphor of "blue camouflage" to describe the struggle or disguise.
Blue camouflage
Repetition of the term "blue camouflage" for emphasis.
Blue camouflage
Continuation of the metaphorical reference to the struggle as "blue camouflage."
Blue
Singular emphasis on the color blue, possibly indicating sadness or melancholy.
It's a blue camouflage
Reiteration of the metaphor, highlighting the struggle as a "blue camouflage."
Blue camouflage
Final emphasis on the metaphorical concept of a "blue camouflage."
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