Out to Sea
Navigating Desolation: Smile Empty Soul's Journey through Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
The air is cold, I'm getting old and going nowhere
The speaker feels stuck in life, experiencing a sense of aimlessness and aging without progress.
This job is shit, I wanna quit but money is scarce
The speaker dislikes their job but continues due to financial constraints.
I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care
The speaker pleads for understanding or help, but it's not acknowledged or provided.
Everyday seems the same, another blank stare
Life feels repetitive and uneventful, leading to a feeling of emptiness.
All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me
The desire to have a sense of identity and purpose, to feel connected to oneself.
That still believes
Longing to retain a belief or hope in something meaningful.
And all my hopes and my dreams
Aspirations and desires for the future.
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again
The wish to feel alive emotionally and spiritually.
I hate this town and all the sounds that drive me crazy
Disgust with the environment or circumstances causing mental distress.
I wanna run and buy a gun but I'm too lazy
Fantasizing about drastic actions but lacking motivation to pursue them.
I feel so dead, I feel so numb but nothing phase me
Feeling emotionally detached and desensitized despite challenging situations.
I check my pulse but nothing's there, I think I'm fading
Sense of fading away or losing touch with life.
All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me
Reiteration of the desire to feel connected to oneself and life.
That still believes
Yearning to retain a belief or hope in something meaningful, repeated from line 7.
And all my hopes and my dreams
Reiteration of aspirations and desires for the future, repeated from line 8.
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again
Reiteration of the wish to feel alive emotionally and spiritually, repeated from line 9.
Out to sea, nothing but waves to surround me
Feeling isolated and surrounded by difficulties or pain.
And all I feel is pain, it's the only thing that's real
Pain as the most tangible or genuine feeling in the speaker's life.
And all I need is turned to reflect on the life I lead
Desire to introspect or reconsider one's life choices or experiences.
I'm lost at sea, nothing but ocean to drown me in
A sense of being overwhelmed and consumed by vast emptiness or struggles.
All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me
Reiteration of the desire to feel connected to oneself and life, repeated from line 6.
That still believes
Yearning to retain a belief or hope in something meaningful, repeated from line 7 and 17.
And all my hopes and my dreams
Reiteration of aspirations and desires for the future, repeated from line 8 and 18.
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again
Reiteration of the wish to feel alive emotionally and spiritually, repeated from line 9 and 19.
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