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Something I never say, something I've locked away
Expressing reluctance to reveal something hidden and kept private.
And you all just agree, I don't believe it
Doubting the agreement or understanding of others about the concealed matter.
How can I live this way, the pain they eat for me
Questioning the ability to endure the pain that others bear on one's behalf.
I guess it's time to say, I may not make it
Contemplating the possibility of not overcoming challenges or struggles.
So what's this mean for me, do I just fold and leave
Pondering the consequences and options when faced with difficulties.
I guess I'm gonna be another failure
Anticipating a sense of failure and resigning to the idea of becoming one.
I live to fantasize, but I'm just lost in life
Admitting to being immersed in daydreams but feeling lost in the reality of life.
I always knew that I could never become, what they are
Acknowledging a longstanding awareness of personal limitations compared to others.
This shame, I've locked away my pain
Acknowledging the concealment of shame and pain.
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
Regretting sacrificing one's world for pursuits that ultimately prove unfulfilling.
These scars don't determine who we are
Asserting that scars don't define identity but represent personal growth.
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some
Explaining the symbolic nature of scars as markers of progress and experience.
I lie awake at night, as you sleep by my side
Reflecting on feelings of unworthiness while observing a loved one's peaceful sleep.
All I can think is that I don't deserve it
Expressing a sense of undeservingness regarding the significance of relationships.
What you two mean to me, does not come easily
Stating that the value of meaningful connections is hard to attain.
I guess it's best if I give up my ending
Considering the idea of surrendering and accepting an unresolved conclusion.
But what's this mean for me, as I turn old and grey
Contemplating the implications of aging and facing challenges in old age.
I guess it's gonna be a run for shelter
Envisioning the need for seeking refuge or protection from life's hardships.
Somewhere deep in my mind, I'm breaking down inside
Revealing internal struggles and emotional breakdowns hidden from the surface.
All I can see is how I never realized, what they are
Realizing a lack of understanding about the true nature of certain aspects of life.
This shame, I've locked away my pain
Reiterating the concealment of shame and pain.
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
Repeating the regret of sacrificing one's world for empty pursuits.
These scars don't determine who we are
Reasserting that scars do not define one's identity.
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some
Reiterating the symbolic significance of scars in measuring personal growth.
Change me, just make me into what I could've been, Oh God
Pleading for a transformation into the potential that could have been realized.
Save me, from tearing my world apart again
Seeking salvation from the destructive tendencies that threaten one's world.
Shame, I've locked away my pain
Repeating the acknowledgment of concealed shame and pain.
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
Reiterating the regret of sacrificing one's world for empty pursuits.
These scars, don't determine who we are
Reasserting that scars do not define one's identity.
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some
Reiterating the symbolic significance of scars in measuring personal growth.
This shame, I've locked away my pain
Reiterating the concealment of shame and pain.
I've thrown away my world for everything that's empty
Repeating the regret of sacrificing one's world for empty pursuits.
These scars don't determine who we are
Reasserting that scars do not define one's identity.
They're just there to show how far we've come and then some
Reiterating the symbolic significance of scars in measuring personal growth.
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