Lyrics
Where were you? I'm alone, gone
Expressing feelings of abandonment and loneliness
I don't wanna listen to a new song
Resistance to embracing new experiences or emotions
I don't wanna always have to move on
Desire to avoid constantly moving on from relationships
She said she on the way, won't be too long
Awaiting someone who claimed to be on their way
Fuck you, I don't wanna go
Expressing frustration and reluctance
And I feel like Lieu 'cause I'm pulling up
Feeling like Lieu, possibly referencing someone or a situation
And I need a break
Expressing a need for a break or escape
I'ma go away for the weekend
Planning to go away for the weekend
And it's always my fault, yeah
Feeling responsible for problems and conflicts
I know that I been geeking
Acknowledging drug use or excessive behavior
I'm so sick and tired of your lies
Expressing fatigue with deceitful behavior
And at this point
Reflecting on a certain point in the situation
I don't know why I'm surprised
Expressing surprise despite repeated disappointments
I see butterflies out the window
Observing butterflies outside, possibly symbolic of change
Suicide thoughts crescendo
Referencing dark and troubling thoughts
And you were mine, my momento
Reminiscing about a past relationship
And I'm losing time
Sense of urgency and the fear of an impending ending
I don't wanna end though
Reluctance to accept an inevitable conclusion
And I'd run a mile just to get you
Expressing willingness to go to great lengths for someone
I was just a child when I met you
Recalling a youthful encounter with the person
And I can't forget you
Admitting difficulty in forgetting the person
No, I can't get you out of my mind
Struggling with persistent thoughts about the person
And you tryna comе back? I can't let you
Resisting the idea of the person returning due to past experiences
'Cause I know what you up to this time
Distrustful of the person's intentions
I want all my lovе back that I lent you
Seeking the return of emotional investment
'Cause lately
Taking back what belongs to oneself
I been taking back what's mine
Asserting independence and reclaiming control
And lately, I been slipping through the wire
Navigating challenges and difficulties
And lately, I been seeing butterflies
Experiencing a positive change or transformation
Butterflies out the window
Repetition of the observation of butterflies, possibly representing change or metamorphosis
I wanna save you, keep me close
Expressing a desire to protect and be close to someone
Too much time, out the window
Feeling that time is slipping away
And I'm losing my mind
Expressing a sense of losing control over one's thoughts
Baby, why are you crying?
Questioning the emotional state of the other person
And I'm falling for you
Falling emotionally for someone
And I'm falling for you
Repeating the emotional fall for emphasis
I don't know what to do
Feeling unsure about the next steps
Guess I'll follow through
Considering following through with uncertain decisions
I don't want this love, I want something new
Expressing a desire for a different kind of love
I know you don't want me
Acknowledging mutual disinterest in each other
I don't want you too are you happy?
Questioning the other person's happiness
Right in the back where you stabbed me
Recalling past emotional pain and betrayal
How the fuck you walk right past me?
Expressing disbelief at being ignored or overlooked
Butterflies out the window looking back at me
Observing butterflies outside, possibly as a reflection of one's inner state
Thank you
Expressing gratitude or closure
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