Lyrics
Really sick of my voice at this point
Expressing frustration with one's own voice.
Wish that there was other flesh for me to try on
Desiring a different experience or perspective.
Want to untie these laces that tether me to this cold embraceless rock
Expressing a desire to break free from a constricting and emotionless situation.
I have dreams of falling up
Having dreams of defying gravity or norms.
What would eternity feel like
Contemplating the concept of eternity and its sensory aspects.
Would I become God
Wondering about the potential god-like transformation in a different state.
Would I finally be good enough
Questioning personal worthiness and seeking validation.
Would I finally be good enough
-Would I rid myself of nausea
Expressing a desire to overcome feelings of nausea.
Would I rid myself of care
Expressing a desire to be free from burdens and worries.
Would I rid myself of innocence
Contemplating the loss of innocence and associated shame.
And all the shame that was born there
Reflecting on the origins of shame and guilt.
Was I born clean
Questioning the purity or innocence at birth.
Was I born heavy
Reflecting on the burden or weight carried from birth.
Was I born a stain
Questioning whether one was born with a flaw or imperfection.
Everything rearranged
Reflecting on life experiences that alter one's perception.
Was I born so strange
Questioning personal uniqueness or oddness.
Was I a canvas plain
Reflecting on the idea of starting with a blank slate.
Did I misbehave
Considering past behaviors and questioning if they were inappropriate.
Oh I want to hide away
Expressing a desire to retreat or isolate oneself.
If I went unseen would you still miss me
Questioning the impact of personal visibility on others' feelings.
Would you be pining away
Wondering if one's absence would be noticed and missed.
And dreaming of how oh oh you'd kiss me
Imagining romantic scenarios and connection.
There in my living room
Recalling a specific moment with vivid details.
I was wearing red you were wearing blue
-Then I was wearing you
Metaphorically expressing intimacy through clothing.
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