Lyrics
Heavy in my eyes
Feeling weighed down or burdened, possibly with emotions or troubles.
Knots in my belly
Experiencing discomfort or anxiety, symbolized by knots in the stomach.
Fragile my disguise
Wearing a delicate facade or mask to hide vulnerability.
Insides like jelly
Inner state is fragile, like jelly, suggesting emotional vulnerability.
I let go
Letting go of something, perhaps a burden or expectation.
I have nowhere to stand
Feeling unsteady or without a firm foundation.
I have consumed all the matter that I can
Having consumed all available resources or experiences.
I have pursued all that matters for a man
Pursued all significant aspects of life for a man.
All that's left is what was there when I began
Only the essential remains from the beginning, emphasizing core values.
Something soft and sad
Describing something with a tender and melancholic quality.
What do you see
Questioning perception and asking what others observe.
When you look at me?
Reflecting on the external view of oneself.
Oh I am cruel
Acknowledging a capacity for cruelty.
I am cruel and grotesque
Emphasizing cruelty and grotesqueness in self-awareness.
To be the one
Expressing a desire to be the one who forgets.
To be the one
Repetition emphasizing the role of the forgetful one.
To be the one that could forget
Being the one who can forget, possibly indicating detachment.
Oh I am cruel
Reiteration of the acknowledgment of cruelty and grotesqueness.
I am cruel and grotesque
Reaffirming the self-awareness of being cruel and grotesque.
To be the one
Expressing a desire to be the one who forgets, similar to earlier lines.
To be the one
Repetition emphasizing the role of the forgetful one.
To be the one that could forget
Being the one who can forget, reinforcing detachment.
Oh I am filled
Feeling overwhelmed with profound grief at a fundamental level.
With a deep grief down to the bone
Reiteration of deep grief, emphasizing a bone-deep emotional pain.
To be the one
Expressing the experience of being always alone.
To be the one
Repetition emphasizing the enduring sense of loneliness.
To be the one always alone
Being consistently the one who is always alone.
Oh I am filled
Reiteration of feeling filled with deep grief down to the bone.
With a deep grief down to the bone
Repetition of the enduring experience of being always alone.
To be the one
Reaffirming the consistent feeling of loneliness.
To be the one
Emphasizing the enduring nature of being always alone.
To be the one always alone
Repetition reinforcing the constant state of loneliness.
Time now time now
Indicating the urgency of the present moment, suggesting a call to action.
Time to open wide
Encouragement to open up and face challenges.
Pain will find you
Acceptance that pain is inevitable, no matter how one tries to avoid it.
No matter where you hide
Asserting that pain will find you regardless of attempts to hide.
No one coming
No external help is coming to rescue from internal struggles.
To save you from yourself
The responsibility to overcome personal challenges lies within oneself.
All that's left
Highlighting that only one's own inner world remains.
Is to make home in your hell
Suggesting the need to find comfort or acceptance in one's own struggles.
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