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I can't get away from the thought of this and you
I am unable to escape the constant thoughts of both this situation and you.
You got a piece of me stapled on a part of you
You have a part of me attached or connected to you in a significant way.
We came a long way from getting lost in the city
We have come a long way from being lost in the city to drowning our sorrows in tears.
To now just drinking our tears away
We have transitioned from a carefree time to coping by drinking away our pain.
Never had too much to say about who is who
I never expressed much about identities, about who each of us truly is.
I'd die to have either of you
I am willing to go to extremes, even face death, to have either of you.
I'd die to have either of you
This intense desire to have either of you remains unchanged.
I guess things change, nothing I can do
Although circumstances have changed, I am powerless to alter them.
But try to capture running water to look after you
I attempt to hold onto something elusive, like capturing running water, to care for you.
While you just drown me in the silence
Despite my efforts, you drown me in a heavy silence.
And I don't like your dumb tattoos
I dislike your seemingly senseless tattoos.
But some people make things easy to get used to
Yet, some aspects about you become familiar and easy to accept.
And your soul radiates much further than mine
Your soul's influence extends beyond mine.
Quit playing games with me baby
Stop playing emotional games with me, my love.
I'm friends with the demons you're facing
I am supportive of the internal struggles or challenges you face.
When did you get so complacent
When did you become so indifferent or self-satisfied?
Feel like yourself but now you're suffocating
You appear to be yourself, but now you are suffocating in some way.
And I'm sorry that I drink too much and smoke too much
I apologize for my excessive drinking and smoking habits; it runs in my blood.
It's in the blood
These behaviors are ingrained in my nature or family history.
But when you stopped calling
When you ceased communication, I felt the warmth of love disintegrate like the setting sun.
I felt the love dismantle the sun
I assert that I am not mentally unstable.
I swear that I am not crazy
You know I would endure death to be with either of you.
You know I'd die to have either of you
Internally, I sense the emptiness or vacancy in the space we share.
From the inside I feel the space in the room
This might be the closest you come to someone as troubled as I am.
Think this is as close as you'd come to someone so messed up
The way I express myself is influenced by the confinement within these emotional walls.
And the way that I talk comes from within these walls
Reiterating the willingness to face death to have either of you.
I'd die to have either of you
The intense desire for either of you persists.
I'd die to have either of you
Reiteration of the profound longing to have either of you.
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