Lyrics
I don't leave my house much
I don't go out of my house frequently.
And I keep to myself
I prefer solitude and keep to myself.
I don't have many friends
I have few friends.
But I know who they are, and you're not one of them
I am aware of who my friends are, and you are not among them.
I don't know what to say
I struggle to find words if I don't feel secure.
If I don't feel completely safe
When I feel unsafe, I'm unsure how to express myself.
Just me, so fucked up
I feel deeply troubled and messed up by myself.
I lost all my trust
I've lost faith in people.
I don't welcome strangers anymore
I'm cautious and wary of strangers now.
And all I ever heard was the
All I've experienced is the blissful ignorance of others.
Sweet sound of ignorance
(Reiterating the blissful ignorance experienced)
(Shala-lala)
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
Face up, holding tears
I'm facing a situation where tears are held back.
In the back of my eyes
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
(Shala-lala)
This is a recurring theme in my life.
Story of my life
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
(Shala-lala)
-Face up, on the floor
I'm emotionally vulnerable and exposed.
And heart towards the sky
I'm open-hearted despite facing difficulties.
(Shala-lala)
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
Empty hands, story of my life
I feel empty-handed in life.
I feel invisible if you're not looking at me
I feel unnoticed if not being observed by others.
I've lost my dignity, so miserably
I've lost my self-respect and esteem painfully.
I don't know how you can pretend
I'm puzzled by how you can pretend everything is okay between us.
That we are always fine
You portray a facade that everything is always fine.
Just be kind
Just show kindness.
I won't hold my breath
I won't hold my hope until everything falls apart.
Until everything around me falls apart
I won't wait for things to collapse around me.
'Cause all I ever heard was the
(Reiterating the blissful ignorance experienced)
Sweet sound of ignorance
(Re-emphasis on the theme of ignorance)
(Shala-lala)
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
Face up, holding tears
I'm facing a situation where tears are held back.
In the back of my eyes
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
(Shala-lala)
This is a recurring theme in my life.
Story of my life
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
(Shala-lala)
-Face up, on the floor
I'm emotionally vulnerable and exposed.
And heart towards the sky
I'm open-hearted despite facing difficulties.
(Shala-lala)
(Vocalization representing emotional distress)
Empty hands, story of my life
I feel empty-handed in life.
(Shala-lala ooh)
(Continued vocalization representing emotional distress)
(Shala-lala ooh)
-(Shala-lala ooh)
-(Shala-lala ooh)
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