Malevolence
Eternal Struggle: Confronting Inner Demons in Somber Skies' Malevolence
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Stuck in my head as the clock ticks down
Feeling trapped mentally as time runs out
Empty as ever with no place to call home
Emptiness prevails, lacking a sense of belonging
Feeling of a never ending hole growing inside
Experiencing a growing, never-ending emptiness within
Every waking moment I expect myself to fall
Anticipating a personal downfall in every waking moment
Facing the demons held within as they stare me down
Confronting internal struggles and challenges
I've seen the devil inside these mirrors of mine
Recognizing one's darker, malevolent side in reflections
Scratching and Surfacing
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors
Obscene malevolence overwhelms my mind
Overwhelmed by intense and immoral malevolence
Engulfed in Suffering
Immersed in profound suffering
Demons I've buried have learned how to live
Past struggles resurface and haunt the present
Struggled to grapple with anger unhinged
Struggling to cope with uncontrolled anger
As the moon light reflects on the waves of my sins
Reflecting on past mistakes and sins under moonlight
The darkness is all that I know
Embracing darkness as the prevailing reality
Facing the demons held within as they stare me down
Confronting internal struggles and challenges (repeated)
I've seen the devil inside these mirrors of mine
Recognizing one's darker, malevolent side in reflections (repeated)
Scratching and Surfacing
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors (repeated)
Obscene malevolence overwhelms my mind
Overwhelmed by intense and immoral malevolence (repeated)
Engulfed in Suffering
Immersed in profound suffering (repeated)
Shadows of me
Shadows representing the darker aspects of oneself
Follow and grow as I walk
Personal struggles influencing personal growth
Through the waves of pain and suffering
Navigating through pain and suffering in life
Trying to pull myself out
Attempting to escape the current state of despair
Of the hole I'm in
Struggling to emerge from a metaphorical abyss
Dig and crawl
Engaging in a difficult and painful process of self-discovery
Through it all
Persevering through challenges and difficulties
No matter what I'll always fall
Expressing the inevitability of repeated failures
Accepted my fate
Coming to terms with an inescapable destiny
Made peace with the devil
Accepting a pact or compromise with one's darker side
Nothing will change
Resignation to the permanence of the current situation
This is forever
Acknowledging that the present state is unchanging
Forever marked
Being marked and affected by past experiences
Forever scarred
Bearing permanent emotional scars
Me versus me
Internal conflict, a battle within oneself
I'm torn apart
Experiencing inner turmoil and emotional fragmentation
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