Lyrics
no i never meant for you to see me like this
No intention for others to witness vulnerability
it's been hard keeping tabs on it
Difficulty in monitoring a situation
my eyes gone red when i'm staying up till the light hit
Eyes turning red due to staying awake until daylight
i been loving you from a distance
Expressing love from a distance
these the best years and they're slipping by me
Best years passing unnoticed
pour my heart out for a line
Sharing emotions openly
watch the world walk around my dirt
Observing the world while dealing with personal struggles
too much choking up and bottle runs recently
Recent struggles with emotions and alcohol
need someone here
Seeking companionship and support
it's just another late night
Describing a typical late night
girl, i don't want no violence
Rejecting violence in relationships
just kill this pressure on me
Desiring relief from external pressures
all eyes on me
Feeling scrutinized by others
i don't want no violence
Reiterating aversion to violence
just say you'll be there for me
Requesting emotional support
you keep me right and i'm grateful
Grateful for positive influence
cus i don't wanna die too young
Fear of dying young
tend to keep my eyes wide shut
Keeping oneself oblivious to certain things
hide in the heart of the crowd
Seeking refuge in a crowd
i'm not the idol you think i am
Rejecting an idealized image imposed by others
only looking for a head rush
Searching for intense experiences
throwing magazines flying across the room
Expressing frustration and chaos
broke down, sweating on the floor
Breaking down physically and emotionally
body gone see through
Experiencing a vulnerable state
and i never seen you from this angle, not this part
Seeing someone in a different light
cried my eyes out in the dark
Crying in the darkness
it's just another late night
Repeating the theme of a late night
girl, i don't want no violence
Reiterating rejection of violence
just kill this pressure on me
Desire to alleviate pressure
all eyes on me
Feeling under constant scrutiny
i don't want no violence
Renewing aversion to violence
just say you'll be there for me
Seeking assurance of support
maybe i can't see both sides of this
Uncertainty and inability to understand both perspectives
a heavy mind don't see too far ahead
A burdened mind limiting foresight
maybe i can't see both sides of this
Repetition of the struggle to comprehend different viewpoints
maybe i, maybe i
Expression of uncertainty
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