Lyrics
I always lack the words
Difficulty expressing myself verbally
To articulate what I'm trying to say
Struggling to convey my thoughts effectively
In a way that you'd relate to
Desiring to communicate in a way that resonates with you
I'm not too good at speaking
Not proficient in verbal communication
No, I never make connections at the speed
Failing to establish connections quickly or frequently
Or frequency that's necessary
Not meeting the necessary speed and frequency in connections
I'm pacing in circles again
Feeling restless, repeating a pattern of behavior
Trying to think of something to say to you
Attempting to find words to communicate with you
But my thoughts go stale when they leave my head
Thoughts losing freshness when spoken
I guess I'm full of useless sentiments
Recognizing a surplus of ineffective emotional expressions
I wish that all of my emotions could flow
Desiring uninhibited expression of emotions
Freely down this page
Wishing emotions could be expressed freely on paper
As they do within my mind
Contrasting free expression within the mind with restrictions in communication
But lava falls into the sea
Using metaphor (lava) to describe emotions solidifying and losing intensity
Hardens into rock and lets off steam
Metaphorically depicting the hardening and release of emotions
Like my thoughts lose poignancy
Expressing a loss of emotional intensity in spoken thoughts
So I'm pacing in circles again
Repeating the restless behavior, hoping for a breakthrough
Hoping this time I'll think of something new
Seeking new ways to express thoughts
But my words all fail when they leave my head
Experiencing a failure of words when attempting to communicate
I'm sure that we'd be friends if I could formulate a sentence
Believing that a connection is possible if I could articulate my thoughts
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