Roulette
Finding Redemption: Battling Inner Voices & Seeking Light
Lyrics
So many thoughts keep running through my head
Feeling overwhelmed with various thoughts
Am I the only one who’d rather be dead
Contemplating whether life is preferable to death
So many thoughts keep running through my head
Reiteration of being consumed by thoughts
So I just load this glass and take a shot of regret
Using alcohol as a means to cope with regret
Fuck
An exclamation, possibly indicating frustration or distress
This is my chance
Recognizing an opportunity for change
To stand up
Committing to standing up for oneself
Take my life back
Reclaiming control and autonomy over life
I believe
Belief in the existence of hope or a positive outcome
There’s a light at the end of this
Perceiving a possibility for improvement or resolution
Somewhere
Searching for a brighter future or a better place
I will find
Desire to rediscover one's sense of self despite adversity
My reflection in spite of this
Finding personal identity despite challenges
Somewhere
Reiteration of the quest for improvement or a better state
So many voices they battle in my head
Internal conflicts or contradictory thoughts and emotions
Just as the water stills the waves come crashing in
Struggling despite efforts to find peace or stability
So many voices they battle in my head
Continued struggle with conflicting thoughts
Like a mirage my life
Life appearing as a series of deceptive or false experiences
Has been illusions of
Illusions of perfect love and a trouble-free life
Love with no imperfections
Desire for a life without hardships or difficulties
Life with no tribulations
Yearning to release oneself from burdens
I just want to let go
Repetition emphasizing the desire to let go and find freedom
I just want to let go
-I just want to let go
-I watch the sunrise
Observing the sunrise as a source of warmth and hope
To feel the warmth it brings to me
Recalling past experiences that provide strength
Reminisce of memories
Memories serving as motivation to keep going
That keep me on my feet
Being determined to persevere despite challenges
I’m so convinced
Belief in the existence of greater opportunities
There’s so much more than this
Committing to holding on despite difficulties
So I’ll hold on
Continuing to endure until there's nothing left to give
until I have nothing to give
Endurance despite diminishing resources
I believe
Reiteration of the belief in a hopeful future despite challenges
There’s a light at the end of this
-Somewhere
-I will find
-My reflection in spite of this
-Somewhere
-I believe there’s a light at the end of this
-Somewhere
-I will find my reflection in spite of this
-Somewhere
-I believe
Belief in finding personal identity despite adversity
I will find
Confidence in discovering self-despite challenges
My reflection
Persistence in finding self-identity
In spite of this
Finding personal identity despite challenges
Somewhere
Anticipation of finding resolution or self-discovery soon
Soon
Imminent expectation of a positive change or resolution
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