Kitchen Floor
Heartbreak Echoes on the Kitchen Floor
Lyrics
You say you're sorry
You express remorse
I fall asleep on the kitchen floor
I end up sleeping on the kitchen floor
When I wake in the morning
Upon waking in the morning
My heart is blue, my neck is sore
My emotions are heavy (blue), and my body is physically affected (sore neck)
You said you loved me, swore it was true
You claimed love and sincerity
You kissed me in May but you left me by June
We shared affection in May, but you abandoned me in June
Spiraling wondering where it went wrong
I'm overwhelmed, reflecting on where things went wrong
It's embarrassing how much I just want my mom
Expressing a deep desire for maternal comfort
Smothered in memories, rewinding days
Burdened by memories, reliving past moments
I'm tired of living wishing it was May
Frustration with the current state of life, longing for a past month
Your name is a fever, I'm left feeling sick
Your name is a source of emotional turmoil, making me feel unwell
And the love is the pill that I never could quit
Love is like a persistent pill, difficult to let go
It's pathetic
Expressing self-awareness and vulnerability
I fight my feelings
Struggling against emotions
I exercise your demons too
Attempting to rid myself of your influence
And now they're stronger
However, the emotional struggles become more potent
They push me down then kiss the bruise
Feeling pushed down emotionally, but the pain is accompanied by affection
You said you loved me, swore it was true
Reiteration of previous sentiments about love and abandonment
You kissed me in May but you left me by June
Revisiting the pain and confusion of the past
Spiraling wondering where it went wrong
Continued reflection on the past, wondering about mistakes
It's embarrassing how much I just want my mom
Expressing the deep need for maternal support
Smothered in memories, rewinding days
Overwhelmed by memories, stuck in the past
I'm tired of living wishing it was May
Tired of the current state, yearning for a time in May
Your name is a fever, I'm left feeling sick
Your presence is like a fever, causing emotional sickness
And the love is the pill that I never could quit
Love is an addictive force, challenging to break free from
It's pathetic
Acknowledging the weakness in being unable to let go
I was too young
Realization of youthful mistakes
I just should have been have fun
I should have focused on having fun
I was too young
Admitting to being too young
I just should have been having fun
Understanding the need for enjoyment
Couldn't quit it, it's pathetic
Unable to quit the past, acknowledging the weakness
Now I'm running, so athletic
Running away from the past, emphasizing physical activity
I was too young so I get it
Acceptance of youthful mistakes, but determined not to return to the same emotional state
But I won't be back to the kitchen floor
Commitment to avoid returning to a state of emotional distress
To the kitchen floor
A firm decision not to return to the emotional turmoil symbolized by the kitchen floor
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