I Am Not Good at Not Getting What I Want
Yearning Summer Dreams: Sophie's Tale of Longing
Lyrics
I suppose that I should count my blessings
I acknowledge that I should appreciate the positive aspects of my life.
For a young thing my world is not too bad
Considering my youth, my world is reasonably good.
Got a window, a place with a pillow and a friend or two
I have a place with a window, a pillow, and a few friends.
But ever since I saw his face that morning
Since I saw his face that morning, nothing else compares in its attractiveness.
Nothing else has got the same summer sheen
No other experience matches the special quality of that moment.
Will he notice my eyes have got so lonely?
I wonder if he will notice the loneliness in my eyes.
He may not be the one but I want him for my own and I know
He might not be the perfect match, but I desire him exclusively, and I'm aware of it.
I am not good at not getting what I want
I struggle with accepting not getting what I desire.
Maybe I sound like a spoilt baby
Admitting that I may sound like a spoiled person.
But I know that there are some who have it all
Acknowledging that there are people who seem to have everything.
I want to join them, to feel that glow around me
Expressing the desire to be among those who experience a radiant aura.
I want him more each day 'cause he never looks my way and I know
My attraction towards him intensifies each day, even though he doesn't notice me.
I am not good at not getting what I want
Reiterating the difficulty I face in not achieving my desires.
If we ever found ourselves together
If we were together, I commit to loving you every day.
I can promise I will love you every day
Expressing the belief that actions speak louder than words in a relationship.
But I've a feeling seeing is believing
Expressing doubt that seeing is believing, suggesting actions matter more.
You never look my way so I want you more than I can say
Despite you not noticing me, my desire for you is stronger than words can express.
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